My Common Sense

Connor

"So will you kiss me?"

"What?"

"Will. You. Kiss. Me."

"Why?"

"Oh for fuck sakes Connor I'm going to bed. Stay up thinking the entire night you piece of shite," Edward threw himself back into a laying down position and pulled his blankets over his body.

I was still processing kissing him. It was not that the other time was bad but… kissing Edward was weird. It was plainly wrong.

I wasn't gay.

Not that with my profession and father would I even ever consider being gay. There were better things in life. Even though I did not entirely love Lottie I had paid for her breast implants that she had been begging for and her hips. They were always perfectly in my face when she rode me and that made me a very happy man after a shitty day at practice.

Would this be considered cheating? But it was a trade. A trade of my self respect and Edward torturing me some more.

Lottie was probably off kissing someone else. It was not like we were committed to each other. We were just wasting time together. That was a better way to put it and if it wasn't for her I wouldn't be in this mess.

I didn't trust Edward enough to kiss him when I was only wearing sweatpants and no boxers. There was no way I was sleeping in a thong. He had always been too handsy for my liking and he'd probably take things too far.

"Do you have boxers?"

He flipped to face me with a bright smile, "you want to kiss without boxers?"

"Ew no," I gagged. He always confirmed my suspicions. "I don't trust you to try to kiss me without me wearing boxers."

His eyes looked down to my waist and I could see them darken for a second. I lightly shoved his forehead forcing him out of whatever horrid thoughts he was having. "Take a pair of mine. I don't want to be charged for harassment."

I rolled my eyes and went over to his small closet. He had multiple black silk clean pairs and I couldn't help but sigh. "Does everything with you always have to be so eccentric?"

"All my cars are bright neons. The answer to that is yes," he stretched out and I was surprised to see even his armpit hair was white. The only part of his body that had pigmentation so far were his eyebrows and eyelashes. "If you don't want them. Don't wear them."

With a huff I grabbed one then went to the bathroom to put them on. I had to admit they felt great on my skin. Almost gentle. A caress. Plus the fact they fit me so perfectly was amazing. It was hard for me to get anything my size that was fashionable.

This must have been what being the world's richest man's son got you. Expensive underwear.

After feeling the material for a bit more I put back on my sweatpants then walked out. Edward sat on my bed with his legs crossed pretzel style.

"What are you doing?"

"I put on my expensive lip balm for this and don't worry I didn't smoke a cigarette today so there won't be any scents," he helplessly smiled

"You're a fucking idiot," I sat down copying him as we faced each other. "This feels like an experiment like two boys away at camp fondling because they're away from they're fucking parents."

"Just shut up for once and do it Connor," he closed his eyes and waited.

"Aren't you going to kiss me?" My heart started thundering in my chest almost immediately and a cold sweat broke out at the back of my neck. I was okay with him kissing me but not the other way around.

"I want you to do it. I can't force you. If you're not feeling it then that's it," he opened his eyes. The blue striking me so close. He gave me a nose crinkling smile before he closed his eyes and puckered his lips again.

I gulped; it was audible in the room, before I shifted to be closer to him. I was a thirty year old man kissing a twenty three year old! My worst enemy and our team captain. It was kind of inappropriate but a man had to do what he had to do to get what he wanted.

Without thinking much I grabbed either side of Edwards face, yanked him to me and put my lips on his. He had put a timer on his phone so I knew if I could just last a minute then I was home free.

He didn't react the way I thought he would though. I expected timid and calm but he was like a fire storm. He came through and destroyed everything.

Including my common sense.

His arms wrapped around my waist and he pulled me to his lap. My body betrayed me, I straddled him as my arms wrapped around his neck. His lips tasted like bubblegum and in my head I couldn't help but laugh wondering, was this really his best lip balm?

The hairs on my arms stood up as our lips moved against each other's. He commanded me without even trying. Not that it seemed like I was doing much resistance. My brain had seemed to go offline and I just let it happen.

I just let him kiss me the way he pleased. He kissed me like a man who had been stranded for months. As if he had been waiting for this moment all his life and he was using up every second I was willing to give like it was a miracle.

His bare chest against mine made my body heat up as he pulled us closer together. A moan slipped past his lips when our nipples brushed against each other's and I had to force myself to stifle my own reaction to it.

This wasn't me and I knew tomorrow morning I would regret it with everything in me but for now I just had to pull every second I could get out of it.