ISHIZAKI-KUN WAS SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING ways to make Ayanokōji-kun join as a
comrade.
I hope it happens, but I think it'll still be difficult.
"That is...! Well then! Let's do this!"
"Do this?"
Seemingly struck by a new idea, Ishizaki-kun smiled.
I couldn't predict what he would say next, so I was somewhat excited.
"If you come to our class, you can date Shiina! How about that?"
Suddenly, Ishizaki-kun grabbed both Ayanokōji-kun's hand as well as mine, bringing them
together and raising them up.
"Eh, eh...?"
I couldn't understand what was happening, but before I knew it, I was holding that hand.
"What kind of proposal is that...?"
"It's an aspect your class doesn't have, but ours does!"
"I already have a girlfriend, you know?"
"So what, just break up with Karuizawa when you change classes!"
The warmth of Ayanokōji-kun's palm—as if responding, my hand subconsciously warmed
up, and I felt embarrassed by it.
Why has this situation even come about...
The situation changed in an instant, and my mind was in a panic.
"That's absurd."
"So you don't like Shiina then?"
At Ishizaki-kun's words asking if he disliked me, I found myself staring at Ayanokōji-kun
without thinking.
"I don't dislike her."
First came relief, then joy bubbled up amidst the panic.
I need to get a grip on the situation and calm down...
Ayanokōji-kun was an important friend, nothing more, nothing less.
"Then there's no problem, right? You like Ayanokōji too, don't you, Shiina?"
Just when I thought I could calm down, Ishizaki-kun said something unpredictable again.
"Eh...!?"
Ayanokōji-kun said he didn't dislike me, which was a relief.
But now... my feelings, you say...?
If it's a matter of like or dislike, of course, I like him... Because Ayanokōji-kun is...
I failed to control the emotions I had almost managed to rein in.
"Give it a rest, Ishizaki. It's better not to trouble Hiyori. It's cruel to make someone express
their feelings in front of the person concerned, whether she likes them or not. Only a few
people can say they don't like someone to their face."
"But, you know, Shiina is quite straightforward about what she wants to say..."
It's true that normally, I tend to speak what's on my mind relatively openly.
But, I feel like I shouldn't say that...
"Um... this is troubling."
Perhaps Ayanokōji-kun noticed my pathetic feelings. Perhaps he was pretending not to
notice, sparing me the concern.
Ayanokōji-kun gently released my heated hand.
If only he could become closer... like maybe a classmate...While I wasn't like Ishizaki-kun,
that was what I found myself thinking.Also, to seal these strange feelings, I need to shift my
focus...
"...Hiyori?"
"May I say just one thing, even if it's hopeless...?"
Hiding my feelings on the topic of like or dislike, I decided to invite Ayanokōji-kun just one
more time. I thought my desire to be in the same class was unmatched.