Autumn
I did not refrain myself from reciprocating Ethan's kiss solely due to feeling overwhelmed or out of character from the lingering sting of betrayal. It was an irresistible temptation, a persistent sensation that accompanies every encounter with Ethan.
The mere thought of Ethan kissing or being intimate with another woman is unbearable to me, haunting my mind incessantly. I struggle to articulate my feelings on this matter; I simply wish to banish it from my thoughts.
I never intended to kiss a man who wasn't my destined partner, yet I found myself drawn in by his allure, momentarily blinded by it.
Do I love him?
That's the question that eludes me, swirling amidst a maelstrom of attraction and fondness I feel towards him. The emotions I harbor for Ethan are unlike anything I experienced with Andrew, who deceived me and currently entangles himself with Maya in the Darkwater Pack.