Chapter 8

Chu Ruilin's ears and cheeks turned a glaring crimson.

If he was angry before, now he was beyond infuriated. He wanted to beat the living shit out of this audacious young man.

He wanted him to be his wife?

He wanted to be his husband?

He could bang him until he is broken?

Chu Ruilin's voice was trembling faintly from anger when he spoke again. Grinding his teeth, he spoke,"You sick bastard, Whatever vile fantasies you are creating in your head, you better keep it to yourself. I am a married heterosexual man. Find someone else to hound".

After speaking, he tried to push the young man who had glued himself to him.

Shen Zichen wrapped his arms around him even tighter. He was like a baby koala clinging to his mother for dear life.

After listening to Chu Ruilin's words, he felt a sinking feeling in his stomach. But he still kept an almost maniacal smile on his face.

Ignoring Chu Ruilin's attempt to declaw his claws, he spoke against the man's neck, "It's alright, Lin ge. You're married, I get it. Why don't u take me as a mistress, then? Hmm? If not even a mistress, then treat me as your private hooker--."

"Shen Zichen, You-. Do you like me?", Chen Ruilin asked, exasperated. The boy's words were infuriating him the more he spoke. The brash words could be blamed somewhat on the liquor but could the pitiful 4 glasses of moutai baijiu also be blamed for the boy's undisguised intent?

Or did the boy have a habit of kissing and propositioning the first person he met after getting drunk?

As Chu Ruilin started to reign in his anger, his mind was flooded with outrageous guesses. Guesses, he never could've guessed, if not for today.

When Shen Zichen heard his question, his eyebrow furrowed, faint creases forming on his forehead.

Did he like Chu Ruilin?

He liked a man and watched him get married? No, right? He couldn't possibly like a married man. Not Chu Ruilin, anyway.

However, he did like watching him.

In his life, as long as Chu Ruilin was present at the scene, his eyes would only gaze at him and him alone.

But so what? He liked watching pretty things. How was watching Chu Ruilin any different from watching a snow white lotus bloom?

Recently however, he had been a little discontented by just gazing at him.

Whenever he'd see Chu Ruilin's standard expression of indifference, he'd feel a tad annoyed. He wanted to watch the man make different expressions at him.

The most anticipated expression being the one, that the man would make when getting fucked.

He had wanted to explore Chu Ruilin. Body and soul.

After much extensive thinking, the young man's brain came to the conclusion that he most definitely lusted after Chu Ruilin.

He wanted to bed him. As for being in love with him? That's a matter for 'After' he had bed him.

Shen Zichen was a rather depraved youth. He deeply yearned to sully the untouched, pure white snow, that was Chu Ruilin, with his own filth.

After Shen Zichen collected his scrambled thoughts, he spoke in a low, throaty voice," Like you? Well, I want to fuck you. If it really feels as good as I wager, I can like you, as well. How about it ?"

Chu Ruilin was going to loose a few teeth from clenching them too hard.

He finally understood that the young man didn't actually like him. He just lusted after his body.

However, he still couldn't understand why this boy, who could obviously lust after the so many readily available attractive young options would choose to lust after him instead?

Shen Zichen himself was quite attractive looking as well. With his face, how many girls could even bare to reject him?

"Zichen, that's enough. I've heard more than enough from you today. Being your elder, I can pretend that tonight didn't happen at all. However, i advise you to no longer have such thoughts about me. No sexual or romantic acts can ever happen between the two of us.". Chu Ruilin had finally forcefully calmed himself down a bit.

His previously hot headed brain returned his usual rationality.

So, instead of raising his blood pressure in vain, he decided to talk the boy out of his irrational lust for him.

When Shen Zichen heard him speak so calmly again, he was irked again.

Today, Chu Ruilin gave him his anger for the very first time, only to even take that away so quickly.

He had quite liked the man glaring at him with his eyes tinged pink and his face flushing a beautiful bright red.

"That response is so 'you'. However, please spare me the lecture. I can do without it." came Shen Zichen's tired voice.

The corner of his lips turned up in a wry smile. Taking one last deep sniff of Chu Ruilin's scent, he finally moved his face away, loosening his arms around the man.

"Chu Ruilin, I can't have you, i get it. But I still need to ask you. That woman that you married today..... Can you not give yourself to her, either?" spoke the young man, looking at Chu Ruilin's face with an array of unknown emotions.

It was the most soft he had ever spoken. His voice had an imperceptible tone of pleading in it that perhaps he himself hadn't realised.

Chu Ruilin looked back at the young man's face. The previous wild agressiveness had vanished a little from the boy's eyes.

If one ignored the boy's words and actions and only looked at his face now at this point , one would most certainly want to slap a few crisp slaps on the person who caused the boy's eyes to look so hurt and begging.

"Zichen, be reasonable. She's my legally wedded wife. " Chu Ruilin spoke in a fed up tone. "I, no longer wish to discuss anything revolving this matter from you, anymore. You better reflect on your tonight's actions. Keep a distance from me for a while and focus on your university matters."