Introspection

The days I spent at home were tranquil.

Synonymous with that, however, I guess you could also say it was boring.

Until I returned to university, I decided to refrain from taking even a glimpse at the list of available Contracts, to give myself a proper break from it all, so although I had visited the Library a number of times and spoken with the Librarian casually, there were many buried desires in my heart which had gone untended during this time.

For that reason, the thought of taking a Contract never left my mind for even a second. That's part of the reason why I feel so conflicted internally.

For my soul, being home was healing.

For my heart, it was torture.

Ever since returning from Drakon-Rasa, I had somewhat returned to the previous habit of passing time through the usage of videogames, but for some reason, I still had yet to be as enthusiastic about it as I used to.