Justification

Personally, I didn't think the Librarian was wrong in anything she was saying.

Her opinion matched my own. My only concern was if it would really work out better this way, as well as... if my own perception of the dilemma had been warped from the conventional standard.

That is to say, I already knew my morals were skewed. Due to Professionalism, this moral compass of mine, distorted from the norm, does not point north. Or rather, it was only my perception that Professionalism is the root cause, but I don't know that for certain.

That being the case, could I really trust that my own perception of the matter was entirely correct? I didn't think so, but then again, I couldn't even be sure of that much.

After all, I tried to be self-aware as much as possible, but in doing so, I could inadvertently be missing what was right in front of my eyes, and for that reason, it was as if I couldn't trust my eyes or anything else either.