Chapter 18 *REMAKE
about 1 week later, Sunday at 3:30 pm
Since what happened with Caroline I haven't contacted her, every time I see her at school she turns her face away "Probably embarrassed, I need to make things right with her, I'll be honest, everything that happened "was just sex, at least for me, I don't feel anything romantic for her...
the next day: end of school classes....
as I walked I saw Caroline with Bonnie and Elena
Eu): "CAROLINE.....
She kind of froze in place, only the other two turned around...
"Hm Caroline, Clark is calling you..." said Bonnie...
"I know I heard..." Caroline said.
Caroline)" She turned to me with a fake smile: "oo~~hi hi Clark, what's up?"
Bonie): "Um, okay, come on Elena, let's leave those two alone..."
Me): "Caroline, can I take you home? When I said that, she started shaking
Caroline): ""Actually, my mom is picking me up today, no need..."
"I wanted to talk to you about all this..."
Caroline): "What do you have to say? I seduced you into doing all this...
I'm just upset that you didn't come talk to me after all this...
I'm feeling used and discarded... I'm not going to say I'm a virgin either.
I had gone out with a guy once and that was the only time, but this, this was different.
I've also been wondering if there's something wrong with me, I shouldn't
do this in such a sneaky way...
Me): "Thoughts: That's it, it's never black and white when it comes to these things
, there are always problems, feelings are not as simple as these
people make them out to be, they always say it's just sex, it doesn't lead to anything,
just move on...
Me): "Caroline, listen to our desires, they are things that we often cannot control."
It is linked to our nature, when we give in to it
we end up doing crazy things.
I haven't spoken to you these days because I was afraid that
you would get pregnant...
Caroline: WHAT? I'm not pregnant, before this happened I had
taken a pill....
Me): "Oh, I see. Phew, I thought I was going to be a father at 15."
Actually, I thought I was going to die at 15 because if you got pregnant,
your mother would have killed me, brought me back to life, and killed me again...
Caroline) "PUFF hahaha yes you're right I think she would actually kill us both."
Me): I don't regret doing this with you, it was really good if you feel like doing it again another day "I gave her a wink" just call me...
Caroline); "He got red in the face ....." You idiot ..... Okay, if anything happens I'll call you ....
Me): "So everything's fine between us, right? No hard feelings?"
Caroline: "Of course, you silly thing, I know you don't love me."
But I can't say I didn't get jealous when you talked about that "girl from L.A."
And also, I wasn't having those thoughts, but I saw how you talked about her,
I knew she wasn't just anyone...
what's her name again?
Her name is Tory, she is the same age as me and she also carries a very heavy burden.
She has been working since she was 13 to take care of her mother who is sick with lung problems
and also her little brother, she gives it her all...
Caroline: "...I wanted to meet Tory and be her friend."
I would help her...
Me): "But you know, everything is over between me and Tory... I came to this place fighting with her, her anger may have already turned to hate...
Caroline: "..... I see I don't know about her.... But you definitely still have feelings for her and unfortunately I'm not her.... "I wish I was more okay....
I); Thoughts "Nothing is good then....
Caroline): "I was looking down a little sadly.... "Then your mother arrived, she ran away and didn't even say goodbye to me....
Eu); ...
2 months later...
Caroline at that time found a boy to date.... "hahaha, thank goodness everything worked out in the end, she became my friend again and moved on...
During that time I have been strengthening myself with magic, I am using magic
as a physical strengthening, it is very difficult, it is as if I am
using all my concentration for it all the time
, but using it I am just below a vampire in terms of physical strength
, of course, I am still not as fast as one, but I am already above the Olympic level in terms of speed,
maybe I run as fast as a cheetah.
I'm waiting for the protagonist of the story to arrive in Mystic Falls.
In this case, Stefan Salvatore.
I want to borrow his diary without him knowing, of course.
I need to find out what he knows about Vampires and werewolves. I don't know if he knows anything about werewolves. I don't remember if he knew they existed in the series. I hope he has some information...
I've been training at a gym nearby, it's nothing major, but I'm already close to 179 cm tall. For me, that height is enough, I don't want to be that tall... I've been on a strict diet to lose weight. I'm very thin, but extremely muscular. I have almost no fat anywhere on my body, only muscles. I'm getting very close to what I want: a body similar to Garou's: thin, "tall", muscular and flexible. I've been learning several martial arts on the internet, copying movements and other things...
I'm looking for information if it's possible for me to turn into a werewolf, but I'm still thinking about all this, I don't know if it's a good idea I'll still think about it.....
I mean, the only werewolf I know is Tyler Lockwood.
Like, what exactly would I say to him..
"Hey, bite my arm so I can turn into a werewolf hahaha that would be totally gay man, it's really weird."
that's why I'm also researching hypnosis spells
the best way would be to use a vampire to hypnotize him for me,
the only "nice" vampire I know who would at least consider doing that is Stefan
, but I'm not so sure about that.
I don't know exactly when he'll be back in town,
so the only thing I can do is wait...
3 weeks later... in my room at night
I took a look at my finances, hmm, money is definitely not an issue anymore.
20 million dollars, when Bitcoin launches in this world, I will definitely invest around 1 million.
But I'm not sure if that will happen here as well, it's not literally the "real" world,
so I'm not sure about that, the only thing I can do now is wait...