True feelings Part 4*REMAKE

So, it's been a month since I saw Clark... I was fine, I was trying to move on until the day of the tournament, when I saw him in the stands... Another time, he came back and I understood. 

I'll never be able to escape this feeling since that night. It wouldn't leave my head at all, when I was with Roby trying to forget him, I couldn't. Everything came back to that night... But I focused on that time in the tournament. I "won" the tournament that, shortly after, turned out to be all Silver's work... He bought the judge and made me win the tournament... I felt like complete garbage after finding out about that, the only thing I wanted was to win that tournament cleanly and come out victorious, and they even took that away from me...

I found Roby and Clark arguing. I didn't want to talk to anyone at that moment, I just wanted to go home and cry... Everything I had was fake. That conquest of mine was fake...

Roby started confronting me, asking me about the looks I had given Clark during the game... of course he had been angry, I was kind of his girlfriend, so it was normal. "I hadn't even thought about it at the time, I was just following my thoughts again without thinking about the consequences..."

I had to make up a lie for him to believe... Luckily, he believed it, Clark also joined the game, I was already feeling bad before for my bought victory, now this... I felt horrible for lying to Roby like that, but what could I do at this time? I was going to tell him that I was in love with another guy, but that I was just using him to escape those feelings. What kind of idiot would I be if I told him that? 

Some time later, he visited my work... We had a big fight and he left...." I was angry because he had left for a month and hadn't even called me... I admit that my emotions were crazy, one moment I was in love, the next I was angry... Arrg, it was all total madness... I cried in front of him that day... I said that I didn't want him to come back, I didn't want to feel all that again, it was like going back to square one again... That day, I couldn't work properly, after that, I was fired again..... 

Some time later, everyone had a brilliant idea to go to a small water park on the same day, of course... It had everything to go wrong, didn't it? "For most, yes, for me. On the other hand... that day was a day full of adventures... 

Everything was going well between me and Robbie that day until he showed up... that day he was even more handsome than usual, and it didn't help that he was shirtless...

I went over to the boys who were fighting as usual... I kind of separated them and we came to an agreement..." I turned to talk to him... I bit my lower lip as I looked at his form... "He was so hot that day that I couldn't take it, his body wet with sweat, those black glasses that he always wears, it seemed that they were much better on him that day...

After "confronting" him, we left and sat in the sun, in my case Roby, after a while I looked around and saw him sitting with other girls... I was jealous at that moment... "I know I shouldn't feel this way because of Roby, but I couldn't hold myself back, I got up from the chair, told Roby I was going somewhere and went to Clark and gave him a light push in the back and walked to a place without much visibility...

He followed me, I felt my heart racing, almost coming out of my mouth... When he got to me... and complimented me, I tried to say that I was with Roby, but I wanted that... I wanted Clark at that moment... Then he kissed me... The mix of feelings that flowed inside me, the fear of being caught by Roby, someone seeing us and telling him... that excitement was at its peak at that moment, I was on fire, I wanted to have him again, I wanted him to possess me right there, while he hugged me tightly, grabbed my ass with all his strength, with desire. Then he stopped kissing me, I understood that Roby was looking for me... After that, some things happened and I fought with Roby... Clark showed up again and took me home... He said things about passion and that you can't control it, I agree. Neither I nor he could control what we felt for each other, it was very strong. We were like magnets holding each other at all times so as not to get stuck in each other. another, because whenever we were together in those times, we stuck to each other and didn't want to let go anymore...