True feelings Part 3*REMAKE

He took me to an incredible mountain... "You could see almost all of Los Angeles from up there...." A few moments later he started smoking, I questioned him about it, and he offered me a drink, I took it and drank it...."

While we were drinking... "I asked if it was true what he had told me about him coming back to Los Angeles because of me....."I was a little anxious to hear it from his mouth... "I've thought about it all the time since he said that to me at the dojo...

That's when he confirmed to me again "Everything exploded and I couldn't take it anymore..." I had sex with him on that mountain for the first time..." I had never felt anything like what I felt on that mountain that night..." It was magical..." It hurt at first but afterwards it was all wonderful..." The feelings that were inside me... I put it all out that night we kissed, we lay with each other... Everything we felt was used to the maximum that night... 

"After that unforgettable night for me, "the Cobra Kai guys found out that there was going to be a party at Larusso's house, so we kind of crashed it..." I review my actions, I wanted to hit Larusso in the face, I was itching with anxiety to tell Larusso everything that Clark and I did that night... I wanted to see her face, I wanted to destroy her in every way, If she hadn't gotten involved in the story, none of this would have happened, everything would be different between me and Clark... "the night before could have been much better... Of course, I have no idea what it would have been like or if it was possible for it to have been better than that night...

"So everyone came in and we started making a big mess in her house... At that time I didn't want to know anything, I just blamed Larusso for everything bad that was happening in my life, I just wanted to end her at any cost...

"I met her and we started fighting... and then I told her what had happened to me and Clark... I didn't really think about my actions, what all of this represented, I told another girl that I had slept with her boyfriend... What the hell was wrong with me? "I didn't even think that me saying all of this was basically me proclaiming myself a slut...

"The important thing is that at the time I felt joy... Pleasure in seeing her face like that, I felt accomplished in destroying her, I humiliated her, I showed her the marks that Clark had made on me... I saw her eyes filling with tears..." I didn't care, I felt happy in doing it... "Then he arrived..." First Larusso confronted him... Then I...

So he confirmed it.. Larusso went to his room crying and I went to him and kissed him... "The boys were outside listening to my whole conversation... I didn't care about that I just wanted to win that night too....

"He pushed me back... I looked at his face, he was angry... I didn't think about it so I left... I went home and went back to my routine of doing everything..

"I thought we would be together After all this.. But, as always the universe conspiring against me...." Clark simply disappeared... "I called him a few days later.."He said he would be back in a few days...." I felt distressed again, he simply disappeared, he didn't call me for 1 month and didn't give me any news. I had been happy thinking that I would be with him after he broke up with Larusso, But only stories in my head... "Every day I thought about that night, I felt used... Dirty and also disillusioned, I cried... a lot "But I was strong..." So once again I tried to move on, leave him aside and try to do things for myself for once in my life is to forget that idiot...." So I started going out with Roby, he was very good to me... His life was as bad as mine, hahaha.... I felt sorry for the way things were happening with him, I started going out with him, mainly to forget that bastard who had used me and discarded me... "that's how I felt" Or at least I thought " No matter how much time passes and what he does to me I can't hate him, I never could......