True feelings Part 2*REMAKE

The next day he went to the dojo to talk to Kreese to make us stop chasing the Myagi-do guys..."I didn't want to see him there at that moment... those feelings of anger and betrayal still hovered inside me... 'But what could I do? Did I have any right to feel those feelings? After all I treated him extremely badly when he came to talk to me... "I tried... and tried to forget that guy but I couldn't... it was as if I was connected to him somehow...

So I confronted him about him thinking he could beat everyone.. "Then he told me that the power in his hands was far greater than I could ever imagine" I had no idea what he was talking about.. "I couldn't hold my legs together to follow him out of the Dojo, After he talked to Kreese...

I couldn't hold myself back when I was with him... it seems like everything calls me to his presence, it seems like all my strength disappears... "I don't like this, it feels like I'm in his hands for him to do whatever he wants with me..."

I confronted him and asked if he was really dating Larusso... "I had to ask that..." When he said yes... I got angry... "I squeezed my hands really hard..." I know I had no right to do that, but I felt betrayed seeing and hearing that...

So I yelled at him and told him a lot of lies. I knew that most of the things that happened... Were my fault. "If I hadn't let myself get carried away by these feelings, I wouldn't have felt all these horrible things for all this time...

I let my feelings flow, especially anger and fighting...

"Then he told me that I've been treating him badly for years....that he wasn't my doormat...." Deep down I knew that all of this was true..."I called him a liar, I wanted to confront him with all of this..."But the liar was me, all I felt was anger until the moment he said..."That he came back to the city just for me...."Then everything I felt for him...What I held inside me exploded with all its strength....

So I cried in front of him, I apologized... And I talked to him, "He gave me his number." And he left... "When he left... Once again I felt... Hope again..." I was lost, but that conversation I had with him Gave me hope that things could get better for me... I had my life, I had to live, but when I wasn't okay with him... It seemed like everything around me got difficult, things went off the rails....

Some time later when I left work a little late, so there was no taxi to take me home I went on foot. That day so far had been one of the worst I had been humiliated at work and worked too much that day... "But I had no idea that in the end it would turn into the best day of my life..." While I was walking home he called me... "I got a fright at the moment, thinking it was some idiot hitting on me, but when I turned around I saw it was him... I was surprised.." I questioned what he was doing there, then. "He told me he was taking a walk..." A mix of feelings flowed inside me... "Happiness, anticipation and a mix of anxiety..." Hahaha, being around him really always did that to me.....