Chapter 39

I laid in bed that night, staring at the ceiling and then at my leather journal. I didn't know what to write, or if I even should write. Nothing felt right at all to write about. My phone buzzed, and it was Peter. It was 3 am, and I knew I wasn't sleeping, but I didn't think he would be up, given that he likes his sleep.

"So, how was it..?" he asked. I sighed, "Therapy was good, I like my therapist...he is nice." He hummed in response. "What did you guys talk about..?" I sighed and responded with not much, and about the diamond situation. He hummed again. "Anos, are you in love with Diamond?.." he asked hesitantly. I went silent. "What no, we are just friends. I love momo." He sighed and said ok. I knew he didn't believe it, but I did. We talked for a few more minutes before, I decided to scroll through my phone until I seen a text from Katsume. I looked at it and read "hey are you up?" from the text. I looked and replied with "yea why?" and he replied that he is stressed about midterms and Katsuki didn't pass his provisional license. I sighed and called him instead.

"Hey, is that all, or is this because of Marcus..?" he went silent. I knew he was still struggling with his feelings for Marcus, and it wasn't any better since they got paired up as mentors for the Fridays football game. It was spirit week after all, and we did a lot, including play sports. It was like I was home again. I played football and soccer back in my Superman world, so it would be easy. Katsume sighed and whispered yes. The thought of being paired with his crush was terrifying and confusing.

We talked for an hour, and we hung up. I grabbed my journal and decided to write. And tonight was the first start to my journaling.

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