Chapter 11

My health deteriorated rapidly. I couldn't retain any food and spent most of my time vomiting.

I grew increasingly gaunt. Whenever I caught sight of myself in a mirror, I saw the skeletal face and lifeless eyes of my former self—the girl who had always been hungry.

I reflected on Jared and the time he'd invested in helping me recover. How disheartened he would be to see his efforts had been in vain.

"I'm so sorry, Jared," I murmured to my reflection. "You put so much effort into caring for me, and now it's all undone."

I realized this lifestyle couldn't continue. If I didn't change, Jared would surely reprimand me when we reunited.

Yet Ethan, paradoxically, had become my greatest hindrance.

He adhered to his vow to look after me, delivering meals daily and hovering over me like a constant presence. At night, he'd stand quietly by my bed, weeping as he observed the blood I'd coughed into the wastebasket.