Looking back now, it all made sense.
After Beatrix left, Caspian's attitude towards me changed. He started criticizing me for not eating like a lady, unlike Beatrix.
He said I only knew how to study and had no desire to explore the world.
He said I didn't know how to dress up and was squandering the best years of a girl's life.
I laughed, remembering how naive I was back then, thinking he was offering advice to help me improve.
Now, looking back, it was just him not finding a trace of Beatrix in me, and when he couldn't vent his frustration, he started criticizing me relentlessly.
Even when we got married, he wore a cold expression, and after we got the marriage certificate, he suddenly said, "Are you satisfied now?"
As if I had forced him to marry me and forced him into a relationship.
His inability to control his desires and the consequences he wanted me to bear—that was how Caspian dealt with things.