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On the eve of the wedding, I found a spreadsheet on Lucas' computer.
It was full of information about all the girls he had dated.
My message was: [Good character, suitable for marriage. ]
As for my first love, I said: [You are a bird, destined to soar proudly in the distant sky. ]
He said he would never marry her.
Because being his wife meant cooking three meals a day, raising children, and serving his parents.
He couldn't bear to see her do this.
I didn't yell or make a riot.
Instead, I returned to the TV station and applied to become a war correspondent in Africa again.
If it weren't for Lucas' face that looked like my first love, I wouldn't be with him.
And now, I'm going back to Africa to find the person I lost.

My Boyfriend Wants To Marry Me For His First Love

My head felt like it had been struck by a blunt object.


For a long time after the funeral, Dad hadn't spoken to me.


Then when my little sister was born, my needs always came second to hers.


In college, I had to complete my studies while also supporting myself.


It seemed there was never really a moment I was treated like a child and cared for.


Because there was no one to rely on, I knew my tears and laughter would go unanswered.


I lowered my head, feeling a bit bitter.


"Yeah! But I'm all grown up now, so it's even less possible to act like a kid.


"Laughing however I want, crying however I want..."


Suddenly, it felt like electricity shot through my ribs.


A tingling sensation rushed up my body.


It was Lucas who had poked me in the side.


I tried desperately to back away, but he caught me.


Chapter 23