Back at the Calais refugee camp.
I met Lucas's colleagues.
Now, Doctors Without Borders has returned.
His former partner Adam has been promoted to coordinator for the entire Calais project.
When we first saw each other.
Without a word, tears flowed.
After sobbing for half an hour.
I told him I had come back to look for Lucas.
He took me to the warehouse.
Surprisingly, there were still some of Lucas's belongings inside.
"We left in a hurry, so many things weren't sorted out."
In that box, there was a deck of cards, a packet of flower seeds, a set of keys, several medical textbooks, a stethoscope...
All just bits and pieces.
Yet they were all intimately connected to him.
I felt as if I'd gone back three years.
On some afternoon, pushing open the door to his dorm room.
Seeing him sitting in a chair, reading.
Twirling a pen in his hand.
Seeing me, his eyes lit up with a smile, saying:
"You're here!"
Adam seemed wistful too.