Hungry, but that doesn't mean he won't judge your principles.

After my anxiety attack, I slowly came to myself, yes, it may sound strange, but I really have some problems. I definitely do not give the vibe I show from the outside.

At least this realisation was at least, fuck it, get over your internal monologues, alexandre, get the fuck out of here, look at the wall.

I started to run to the wall because my physical abilities were already advanced and it didn't take me much time to get there, interestingly enough.

As I got closer to the wall it turned out that the rift was actually very big, it was next to a huge Light Vein and it was strangely dim inside.

Yes, I think this was the moment I had to enter the cave and step into the cultivation world BAMMMM that's it.

I quickly entered the cave without getting discouraged.When I got inside it was as if I wasn't just in the middle of some strange walls.After walking for about 10 or 15 minutes after entering the cave my biome had suddenly changed.It was now replaced by a more botanical cave (if you can call it a cave, this fucking place looked like a rainforest.) This was really weird.Anyway, my stomach was really ravenous and before I could think about what to do, I went out to look for fruit in the hope that maybe I would find some fruit.But fuck it, there was no fruit in front of me.

Yeah, maybe I've been walking for hours and I didn't see any fruit or anything alive, just tall trees and I couldn't see anything.

Gradually it started to get dark and interestingly my body was warming up in the darkness, this place was definitely full of strangeness.

At last I decided to lie down by a beautiful tree and I bent myself and put my hand on my head. Interestingly, the soil on the ground was very soft and felt comfortable.

...

When I woke up, I was slightly dizzy and I couldn't stand up and I thought it was because I was hungry until I thought that the reason was hunger.Fuck man, it's true, there were trees like this in the world, when you lay under it, you could get up a little high.Super alexandre, you are both hungry and high, I wonder how you think of finding food.My saliva started to decrease slowly, hunger and thirst were definitely pushing me at a different stage.

I had no energy left to talk to myself.

So that's the way it is, I'm going to die here, neither a strange system nor anything else came across me anyway, damn it, such corrupt things would only find me.

I continued to lie on the floor for a while with my eyes open. 

I could feel that I was getting weaker and I didn't have the strength to get up from my seat, slowly bending my head, I looked at my stomach, it was flat and my bones had reached a countable area.

I was dying for real, this life was supposed to be a joke, just when I thought things were going my way, I was going to die in a remote corner of this fucking jungle, not even of war, but of starvation.

When I closed my eyes one last time...

Suddenly my body was full of energy and slowly I saw a strange animal above my head. It looked like a rabbit, but it was grey in colour, and its eyes had an interesting gap.

***** YOU'RE AMAZING NEW CREATURE DISCOVERED [RABBIT PUPPET LEVEL:1 GENERATION:C]

But the smell of the rabbit made my mouth water, which was strange because it was like it was made of ceramic and it was still on my head.

The strange part was that I was really hungry but I didn't want to kill the rabbit because it felt strange, just like a human being has a precious life, this animal has the same precious life. What's more strange is that this thought didn't come to me just by thinking, it came from an experience (when I say experience, it was not the kind of experience that would change my life at a high level).

I think I was about 7 or 8 years old at the time, and somehow we were in a pissing contest between little kids. When I say little kids, it was my distant cousins Marco and a girl whose name I don't remember.

We were looking for a rhinoceros beetle in my uncle's garden and a mouse came in front of us.It had gnawed the leg of the girl whose name I don't remember.The idiot would have at least noticed.Anyway, Marco almost pissed himself and I was actually very scared because I was seeing a sewer rat for the first time and the stranger part of the job was that it was not normal for such things to happen in the neighbourhood where we lived.You understand, they lived in a prosperous settlement.

As soon as I kicked it, I felt as if I had kicked a quilt with my shoe and the tip of my foot was attached to it. The blood coming out of the rat's mouth came out of my white socks (yes, I was wearing slippers, so what), which was very strange to me because I felt the rat's disgusting hair for a moment and even felt its pulse.

After kicking the mouse, the mouse hit the wall directly and started squealing loudly. The squealing was so loud that some of our neighbours approached the window, but they could not see us because we were so small and there was a wall in front of us.

The mouse started to vomit blood and after a while its intestines and stomach were slowly coming out of its mouth. The squealing of the mouse sounded to me like the last distress calls of a person.

Before I realised it, tears had already started to fall from my eyes and I froze, what had I done, everything was really beautiful in my mind, but the mouse's reactions were as if it was a creature with its own will, what was the difference between an animal and a human being at this stage, we all had the same life and this life was not precious only in humans.

After that moment, I realised that it could not be saved. The mouse's breathing was gradually decreasing, which could already be seen by the swelling and descending of the abdomen.

Gradually the squealing started to decrease and finally stopped. The mouse was dead.

It was like a proof of why I hesitated to kill the rabbit.

In the established norms of society, this situation can be seen as quite normal, and I am not a very sensitive citizen, but this trauma from my childhood made it unlikely for me to see or hurt an animal dying.

For a while, I actually tried to reassure myself, I said to myself, 'Alexandre, this is the right thing to do, you're hungry anyway'.

But the rabbit was actually very cute, and while I was thinking about it, he was slowly bringing his nose closer to me and sniffing me, and I didn't want to slaughter this innocent creature for the sake of sustenance.

Fuck, I'm already hungry and my fucking traumas definitely prevent such things, but I guess I can wait a little longer, huh?

The rabbit looks like it's gonna be here for a while, maybe an apple will fall into my mouth?