I seized her hand and slipped on the gift I had chosen for Lanaya on the day of the fire.
With a bitter tone, I said, "I had planned to surprise you."
"But I never expected you to give me such a big shock first."
"Lanaya, to be honest, I wanted to divorce you the moment I rescued you that day. Do you know why I didn't bring it up?"
Lanaya shook her head.
I continued speaking.
"Because I was afraid I loved you. I was afraid I would regret it."
"But you became increasingly outrageous, which finally made me certain that this relationship had to end."
After saying all of this to her, I felt as if all my energy had been drained.
With an expressionless face, I returned to my office and requested annual leave from my boss.
I wanted to take some time off to ease the pain of the divorce.
My boss readily agreed, and I left the office under the sympathetic gazes of my colleagues.
When I came out, Lanaya was already gone.