Kinda straightforward?

It is weekend.Today i have no class.It is better.Actually doesn't matters.I wanna see him...

Kinda straightforward..?

I think im in love with him but i dont think i am.I can't decide.It is so different for me.He looks so familiar.I cant remember those feelings.When i feel something about him it feels like deja vu feelings.It's like i have a past even i dont know.I would like to ask it from mom.I dont wanna ask about it.They'd treat me like crazy again.I dont wanna drink those pills again.Its scary.Im scared of him.When i see him i feel so strange.Is it FEAR?

Time skip—night

Why am i thinking about you?I wanna know you more.Im looking at his instagram account.Isn't it WEIRD?

She is collecting information about him. Sitting on her desk and searching him in every web portal.Writing down everything she found and collecting his pictures.Karina keeps all that information in her notebook and his pictures on her room's walls.You can tell she is in LOVE. Love?right?

You smiled at me and called me pretty.That means you like me and i like you.I love you so much.I wanna be with you.I want it so badly.If i want you i have to get you.I won't lose.Wait?Why?Do i actually like you?Why i thought like that?I forgot.I'm starting to forget things.So many things.I think i know what to do.If i'm not sure about you then i have to make it sure.I'll confess.Its the only way i guess.I cant.I cant remember a single sh*t about you.Like it was just a dream.It happened me so many times.I shouldn't have throw the pills mom gave me.I'll start taking them again.Whatever i don't wanna do this.I'll just simply confess.It can't be that much hard.

Tomorrow at school

Im on my desk right now and its still early.I'll confess today.I like him so much.I dont wanna lose him.I dont know the reason but i just wanna be with you.I just have to wait.

Bell rings

I only can find him on hallway so its kinda weird but i'll try to find him.Karina is walking on hallway and looking for him.Then spot him on his locker.That's it i can do it,i can do it,i can do it.Sighs and going to him.Looking at him directly"I have something to tell".Elliott is looking at Karina but he is kinda scared from her direct eye contact."Atleast say hi first,go on,what you wanted to tell".Still looking at him"BE MY BOYFRIEND".I did it.I told it.Now i just have to wait for his response.Actually i dont care.Reject it if you can.You like me and i like you.We are supposed to be together.Elliott is shocked,he is looking at Karina and is curious about her mental state.Thinking like "Is she crazy or something","how she can just tell this like so easily","that is so straightforward"....?