Imagination or Flashbacks?

Elliott was shocked,confused because of Karina's confession."Why you want it...?"

Why he even asked that question?If i know the reason i wouldn't ask.Why are even asking that f*cking reason.I have to answer.I have to think.Come on you can do it.Okay first,do i love him? I dont think so,i just feel different.This difference feeling is similar. Difference is similar and similarity feels different.What kinda situation is it.Okay i think i love him.I do.Yeah exactly i do."Because i love you".Elliot is looking at her.It looks like a LIE? "What is your specific reason to love me"."Can u just try?"Don't ask that much questions,i am not able to answer.Ellitot thinks a bit.There is no harm from trying it."Okay i can be your boyfriend.Not that i like you or something".Ellliot was accepted her confession.Reason?Wasn't that obvious?It is PITY.Does she know that..?

I was shocked as he accepted my confession.Now we are dating?Impossible.As i think he loves me.I love him.Do i?

"Then we are dating right?"."Yes,Karina".

That "yes" was enough to cause me a heart attack.I was not wrong.He LOVES me.I will love him more than anyone.

Time-skip.

It's been 1 week since we are dating. Something doesn't feels right.In this one week we didn't even get chance to talk.He is spending his time with his friends.He is spending it with others.It's not his fault.Others are the one in fault.They are disturbing him.He can't spend his time with me.He can't.Is the problem me?I am the problem.No no. It's impossible.I want him only for myself.I want others to dissappear so i can be with him.I want him all for myself. I want others to hate him.Hate him to death.So i can be his only choice. SO HE CAN ONLY GIVE HIS ATTENTION TO ME. I just wanna be the only one for you.Only choice.Only.

AT SCHOOL

I saw him on cafeteria.We are keeping our relationship secret.He doesn't want others to know so i can be more comfortable.He is thinking about me.He love-

Is that girl flirts with him? Haaa? What is problem with her. Why are you flirting with what is mine.He is not doing anything about it. Are you f*king serious?

My head hurts.It reminds me the things that i already forgot.I cant even concentrate.What is my problem.I cant even look at their situation. This situation is worse for me not for my feelings.Shiiii.Those feelings sucks. I have problem.Im getting weird imaginations.I saw a imagination when everything around me was BLOODY? What kinda imagination is that.Im getting so bad headache.Its feels like something is piercing my mind.Like it's the feeling i forgot.I cant stand it.I saw a bloody room. Somebody was lied on the floor. Was the knife on my hands.I cant remember.I think i need my pills again.Sh*t.Was that imagination or FLASHBACK?

I have to do something.I have to problems.He is flirting with her and i have headache too.I can't stand it.

Karina goes to rooftop.

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