Ch 1

Eunchan a famous idol. Known for always getting himself into the most random scandals. Most people in the industry dont want to get involved with him. But Woohyun? He was very intrested in Eunchan. Woohyun really didn't know why he was so interested in him. Eunchan was pretty handsome and cute but he just felt there was more than that. But Eunchan? He hated Woohyun with a burning passion. Eunchan didn't like a lot of people that he worked with but Woohyun he hated the most. He found Woohyun's acting horrible and he found Woohyun in general to be a stuck up spoiled brat. But the industry had them meet a lot. Press conferences, interviews, they were both part of the same friend groups, etc. They were around each other very often. Which made the press, fans, and everyone else ship them. But Eunchan made sure everyone knew that he hated Woohyun, including Woohyun. While Eunchan had no issues showing his hatred towards Woohyun, Woohyun was always just smiling and going along with whatever Eunchan said or did. It annoyed Eunchan! He couldn't stand how the taller actor always had a smile on his face even when he was being insulted. Not to mention the fact that the man was so tall and handsome. Eunchan hated it. He hated that fans always raved about how pretty and talented Woohyun was. He hated it all! He was so distracted with his hate, his anger, he failed to notice the way Woohyun always looked at him. The way Woohyun's eyes had a sparkle in them that was only there when Eunchan was around. He didn't notice the way Woohyun's heart was always racing when he was around. Woohyun would always play it off as being anxious or nervous but it was always because of Eunchan. It was driving Woohyun insane. He was so desperate for Eunchan's attention. He tried so hard to act unaffected in front of fans and cameras but he was just so obsessed and it was hard to hide it. He needed Eunchan to notice him. He needed Eunchan to realise what he was feeling. The way his heart skipped a beat when Eunchan smiled or laughed. How his skin tingled when Eunchan looked at him. He really couldn't hold it in anymore! He needed to get Eunchan's attention but how? Whenever he tried talking to the idol it always ended in a fight. He tried complimenting him! But that led to Eunchan just getting annoyed. What exactly was he supposed to do? He was at a loss! He was starting to get frustrated. He was so tired of dealing with Eunchan hating him. He wanted Eunchan to notice him and realize his feelings! He wanted to hold him. He wanted to touch him. He wanted to hear him say his name! He wanted Eunchan all to himself! Is that too much for him to ask? Woohyun was done pretending to be unbothered by Eunchan. He was done holding in his feelings and pretending not to hate the fact that Eunchan hated him. He was done.

He needed Eunchan to love him.

At this point? Woohyun didn't care if Eunchan was rude or mean. He just wanted to be with Eunchan! He knew it sounded desperate and pathetic but he didn't care! He needed Eunchan to love him!! Why was love so difficult? He hated that he was so head over heels for the one person who hated him. But if only Eunchan could just notice the way Woohyun was looking at him. Woohyun felt like he was drowning. These feelings where just too much. And he cant even explain why he feels this way. It was all so confusing. He couldn't control these feelings. But he didn't understand them either. He didn't understand why he was so obsessed with the rude, annoying, troublesome idol. He groaned in frustration. Why did things have to be so difficult? He decided to just go home. Maybe he needed sleep. He was starting to feel exhausted.

His phone buzzed in his pocket. He pulled it out and checked the notifications.

His eyes widened in shock when he read the notification. "Eunchan's going live!"

His mind was a mess so he didn't even think twice before heading over to the idol's social media. He sat down on the couch and watched as Eunchan set up. He just sat and waited for him, tapping his foot out of frustration.

Finally Eunchan showed up on his phone screen. Woohyun's heart was already racing which was stupid because it was just Eunchan. Eunchan looked tired. Woohyun could tell the young idol was not in a good mood. But he still looked so gorgeous. Woohyun could feel his heart fluttering at just the sight of his handsome face. He let out a sigh. He knew he had to stop being so hopelessly head over heels for Eunchan but it was so hard! Even when the boy was being so rude toward him. He watched intently as Eunchan got comfortable and started the live. He didn't even register what the idol was saying, he was too busy being distracted by how cute Eunchan looked in that moment. He was so focused on Eunchan that he nearly jumped when he heard his name being mentioned. "Woohyun?" Eunchan had said his name. Why did he say his name? Woohyun felt shocked. Woohyun's eyes widened when he heard what Eunchan had just said.

"I'm pretty sure Woohyun is a terrible actor. People just like him cause he's tall and handsome but his acting skills are horrible." Woohyun couldn't help but scowl. But why was he even suprised? Eunchan always said things like this. But somehow this time around it stung more than usual.

His frown worsened as the comments all agreed. He closed the live, not even bothering to hear anything else. A pang of hurt hit his heart but he ignored it. He knew Eunchan had said worse, this shouldn't have affected him so much. But it did. It hurt a lot. After a few more minutes of moping he decided to just head to bed. He needed sleep. He was starting to feel like he was overthinking everything. He stripped and crawled under the covers. It was a bit cold so he buried himself underneath the blankets. He closed his eyes and started to feel sleep take over.

He just started to doze off when someone started banging on his door. He groaned in annoyance. Who the hell was knocking at this hour? He wasn't in the mood to deal with anything right now.

He decided to just ignore it but the knocking just got louder and more aggressive. Eventually he looked through the peephole of the door. Why was Eunchan here? He could see Eunchan on the other side. And from what he could tell, the idol looked very angry. Great. Exactly what he needed right now. He slowly opened the door, trying to look as calm as possible despite the fact that his heart was beating a million times a minute.

"Um...why are you here?" He asked, voice thick with sleep. Eunchan practically shoved past Woohyun, making his way into the apartment. Woohyun closed the door behind him, confused and a bit worried.

"Eunchan, seriously, why are you here?" Woohyun asked again, looking at the idol who was just pacing back and forth in his living room. Eunchan said nothing. He just continued pacing. Woohyun stood there awkwardly, not sure what to do.

Finally, Eunchan came to a stop and turned to look at Woohyun. The look in the idols eyes left Woohyun feeling very tense. "We need to talk," Eunchan's voice was stern and it sent a shiver down Woohyun's spine.

"What is it?" Woohyun asked, even though he knew it had something to do with the live, the only thing that came to mind was the comment Euchan had made. Eunchan said nothing, he just continued staring at Woohyun. His intense gaze making Woohyun uncomfortable.

Finally, Euchan spoke, his voice still stern. "You saw the live didn't you?" Woohyun was definitely not expecting to be asked that. How did Eunchan know? Had he known the whole time that Woohyun was watching?

"Um...yeah I did..." Woohyun answered hesitantly. Eunchan's face hardened, the look in his eyes getting darker. He took a step closer to Woohyun, who instinctively stepped back.

"And how did you feel when you saw it?" He asked, voice low, eyes burning into Woohyun. "I-I-" Woohyun stuttered, at a loss for words. How was he supposed to answer that? He certainly wasn't going to say how hurt he was, nor how it stung to hear the harsh words.

"I honestly didn't care..." He lied. "You didn't care?" Eunchan questioned, raising an eyebrow. He took another step closer, towering over the taller man.

"You honestly didn't care when I said that you can't act? You honestly weren't even a little bit offended?" The idols voice was low, almost a whisper, but laced with anger. Woohyun felt his breathing quickening. He was starting to get a bit scared, Eunchan was acting very strange and he looked very mad.

"Why would I be upset? You've said way worse to me..." Woohyun said, his voice coming out more shaky than he had wanted. "Thats the point! You simply dont care what people say about you! You're like an emotionless doll! Just existing for others." Eunchen HATES this about Woohyun. Its like Woohyun isnt human. Its like he doesnt have a soul or a heart. Woohyun was taken aback by Eunchan's outburst. He didn't know why Eunchan was so angry. This was much worse than usual.

"Eunchan what exactly are you upset about-" Woohyun started to ask, but he was immediately cut off by Euchan's angry voice.

"Why do you not care when people say you cant act?! Why aren't you upset when I insult you!" Woohyun was genuinely confused. He didn't understand why Eunchan wanted him to get upset.

"I....I dont understand..." Woohyun managed to say, voice shaky.

Eunchan let out a frustrated huff. He suddenly reached out and grabbed Woohyun's shoulders.