Ch 2

Woohyun gasped as he was pushed up against the wall, Eunchan's hands gripping his shoulders tightly.

Eunchan's face was very close. So close that Woohyun could actually see how pissed off he was."What I'm trying to figure out is how you can just be so damn CALM all the time!"

"You just go along with everything! You just accept everything! You never fight, you never care!"

"You are a emotionless doll with no heart!"

Woohyun didn't know how to react. Eunchan's words stung but he was so caught off guard by the way the young idols mind was working.

"Eunchan..." Woohyun stuttered, "Please calm down a bit-" "I cant calm down! Because I just don't understand YOU!"

"You do whatever people want of you! You act like the perfect son! The perfect student! The perfect coworker! Everything you do is to make OTHER people happy."

"You act perfectly happy, and polite, and you accept everything. Like a damn robot!!"

Eunchan's rant got louder. He moved one hand from Woohyun's shoulder and jabbed a finger into his chest.

"But what I want to know is this....underneath all that smiling, and nice behaviour, do you even HAVE feelings? Do you even FEEL anything at all?" Eunchan's question took Woohyun by surprise. Of COURSE he felt things! He felt things all the time!

"Of course I feel things- " Woohyun tried to speak in a calm voice, but he just couldn't! His heart was racing in his chest and his breathing was uneven.

Eunchan let out a huff and just kept going.

"You're such a damn people pleaser that I don't even think you have an actual opinion of anything." Eunchan's words were starting to hurt more and more. They were making Woohyun feel angry.

"You are a mindless puppet!! An emotionless marionette!!"

"You act so polite, and nice, and accepting as if YOU don't even care!!! You just don't act like a person!" "Enough!" Woohyun yelled, not meaning to raise his voice.

Eunchan stepped away in surprise. He had not expected that reaction from Woohyun.

Woohyun was mad. Eunchan's words were hitting him harder than usual and he wasn't about to just stand there and let Eunchan say all those cruel things! "You're just....you're saying these things for no reason!!" Woohyun said, trying to calm his breathing and not let Eunchan see how much those words effected him.

"You just-"

He let out a frustrated huff and put a hand upto his head, running it through his hair.

"Eunchan, you don't know how I feel....so stop saying these things. I know you don't like me, but-" Eunchan suddenly let out a laugh, a harsh almost cruel laugh.

"You are so clueless, do you know that?"

He took a step closer and once again grabbed Woohyun's shoulders, shoving his body against the wall once more. Woohyun gasped but before he could say anything, Eunchan's face was right infront of his again.

"You think I don't like you?" Eunchan's eyes held an intense look. His face was so close that Woohyun could feel his breath. "You really think that's what my problem is?" Eunchan chuckled. He moved one of his hands and gripped Woohyun's chin, forcing the taller man to look at him. "You have no idea how I feel, do you??" Eunchan's voice was lower once again, but this time it was different. It wasn't laced with anger, more like annoyance, mixed with...something else that Woohyun couldn't quite identify. "You don't know how frustrating you are. You don't know how hard you are to understand, how hard your feelings are to read."

"You're so nice. So polite. So perfect...." Eunchan's words didn't sound like an insult this time. But then the harsh words came. "You're not human. You don't show any emotion. You're cold and emotionless. You're a puppet."

Eunchan's voice was practically a whisper now but his words were hitting hard. Woohyun was still trying to avoid eye contact, but Eunchan's hand gripped his face tightly, refusing to let him look away.

"Do you have any idea how frustrating you are?" Euchan grumbled.

"You don't show emotion, you don't let people know ANYTHING about you! Nobody knows if you're feeling happy, or upset, or sad, or angry!"

"And all you ever do is smile. You just smile with those perfect lips of yours...."

"You're just so beautiful." Eunchan's voice was soft. Woohyun looked up in surprise. He hadn't expected such a sudden change of tone.

"Everything about you is just beautiful....and you have the most gorgeous smile....and you have pretty eyes...and you look good in everything....." Euchan's voice was low. He almost sounded like he was in a trance. "And its...infuriating." His hand was still gripping Woohyun's face, but the grip had loosened. His eyes were looking into Woohyun's intently as he spoke.

"You're so beautiful. And it's so annoying. It's infuriating....and I can't get you out of my head." Woohyun was stunned. Eunchan wasn't being rude. He wasn't insulting him. Instead, he was saying....he was saying...

"I..." Woohyun's voice trembled. He was confused, and stunned, and his heart was racing. His brain was muddled, still processing what Eunchan was saying. "I just don't understand you. You're like a puppet. All smiles and kindness....I dont know who you are. You act the same way to everyone....."

"It's like you don't even let anybody get to know you. You're like a porcelain doll. So pretty....but not even a hint of human-ness inside."

"It's aggravating. And it makes me want to-" Eunchan stopped mid sentence, going quiet.

"To....to what?" Woohyun asked hesitantly. "Nevermind." Euchan snapped. He moved the hand that was holding Woohyun's chin and used both hands to pin down Woohyun's wrists on the wall. Woohyun let out a whine when his wrists were forced against the wall. He was feeling so overwhelmed in this moment.

He looked up at Eunchan; the young idol's face was hovering so above his own. "E-Eunchan..." Woohyun stuttered, trying to speak.

"Be quiet." Eunchan snapped. He pushed his body against Woohyun's, pinning him against the wall.

"Just shut up for a minute." Woohyun obeyed, falling silent. He didn't know what was going on. All he knew was that he was pinned against the wall and that Eunchan's face was incredibly close to his own. Eunchan's eyes darted down to Woohyun's lips as the older man's breath hitched. The idol's gaze was burning as he looked at the other person.

Suddenly he was much too close, and Woohyun could feel his breath on his own skin. Eunchan's voice was once again a low whisper.

"I've been thinking about you....since the first day I met you..."