2. Another one bites the dust.

After I had finished washing....Gavin went in to also wash...or take a shower as I heard the shower running. I got as dirty idea in my head as I held the gorgeous gift he got me, I put the necklace on and headed to the bathroom to check it out. I know they had mirrors in the room I didn't care... I head to the bathroom to check it out.

GAVIN:"It looks beautiful on you my love, I made the right choice no?"

SOFIA:"Yeah...so beautiful..."

Even if I have a lot of diamonds necklaces, I still had to pretend I was grateful. He knew I was rich but not that rich...he has no idea I could buy a hundred of this diamond and it still would not faze me. I owned the biggest cosmetic brand in the country...no..the world. I didn't want fake princess treatments so I hid my identity...not a lot of people knew...just close family and friends. Well friend. I have only one friend.

I'm a loner and I love it that way.

I stared at him...I love it when he doesn't pay attention to my face a lot. I joined him in the shower.

SOFIA:"Let me get your back for you sweetie..." I took the loafer as I lathed soap on his back, slowly on his back..I gently rub my boobs against his back causing him to groan..

SOFIA:"What?"

I ask pretending not to know what I was doing. He turned facing me now...I could see how dark his brown eyes got.

GAVIN:"You really dont know what you're doing to me babe?" Pressing his lips on mine before I could answer. Yes we were wasting water but it made it even hotter... the water streaming down our bodies, mixing with our lips and tongue. He turned me over as he slid in almost immediately... I didn't even notice he was hard already...

GAVIN:"oooohhhh yesss..." he moaned softly as my ass kept slapping his thighs continuously...

SOFIA:"yess...harder..." be obeyed... I love how obedient he gets during sex. He holds my waist with his hands as i spread my legs even wider to take him in... pressing his body on mine, as I press my body on the glass...I knew he was ready as he was getting bigger inside..

SOFIA:"oohh...aahhh...shhii....fucck..." .he finally chokes me as he explodes...

GAVIN:"What the...shit... okay....okay...that was fucking good baby" he said out of breath and still in me. This time he pulls it out himself.

GAVIN: "Fuck Sofia. Ooh my...wow. uhmm...thankyou. You are...truly amazing. I love you."

Damn. Why'd he have to ruin this by saying that shit? What am I supposed to fucking say now?! I have no idea so I just smile and kiss him hopefully, he'll forget he said that. GAVIN: Hmm..I.. I said I love you."

Crap. He didn't forget.

SOFIA:Uh..um..yes..yes you do... yeah.." He frowned. GAVIN: Sofia I think this is the first time I'm saying this to you...and you're not gonna say it back?"

I turned the shower off , tied the towel, and walked back into the room. He followed me still wet.

GAVIN:Sofia? I'm talking to you." He took his own towel,cleaning his body.

SOFIA: What?! What do you want? You want me to lie to you?" I already told you I'm not there yet.

GAVIN: Look..I...I know we agreed to having no feelings..but I've come to develop something for you..Sofia.. I really love you..I don't want to be someone you call when you're horny..i want to be your man too. I want more."

I stare at him for a while then I burst out laughing...I saw he wasn't smiling and stopped...

SOFIA: Wait...you're not kidding?

GAVIN: I'm not. I'm in love with you Sofia...and it would make me so happy if we could just go steady and-

I had to stop him.

SOFIA: Gavin...no...no...we've talked about this and we agreed that this is all this is. I dont want us to argue again about this.

GAVIN: So you're just gonna ignore my feelings then? You really feel nothing?

SOFIA: I'm sorry..I don't feel the same way.

He paused..avoiding my eyes and starts dressing up...to leave? What?

SOFIA: What are you doing?

GAVIN: Well...I dont think I can continue playing these games with you. I'm not gonna be your toy...I'm done with this.

SOFIA: What?? What do you mean...we..we have fun...why does this have to be difficult?

GAVIN: Because I have feelings for you!! I..i fucking love you...and... if you don't feel the same way..I don't wanna do this anymore.

He finishes dressing up without us saying anything to each other.

SOFIA: You can take your gift back.

GAVIN: No. I don't want it. *sigh* I'm sorry it had to end this way Sofia. Goodbye.

He placed a kiss on her cheek and leaves.

SOFIA: Fuck.

And another one bites the dust.

I stare at the hotel ceiling long enough...wish I had my phone. I needed to leave but it's late. I can't sleep either. Why do these men fall in fucking love?! It's a deal...a very strict deal...no commitments, just sex. I mean I would think that is any man's dream but nooo...I always end up with pussies!! Love sucks okay? It does and it's nothing to be happy about. So he says he loves me, big whoop! How is that even considered important? God! I have to find someone else now. You know how hard that is??! A lot of men are intimidated by me. I hide it pretty well that I'm wealthy but maybe my scent gives it away cause they seem to kinda figure it out...well they surely don't know how wealthy I am cause that's a huge secret I'm taking to the grave. Yes I said the grave! Cause I'm gonna be single. No men...kids...Just me, myself and i.