That evening, I went to have an abortion without any hesitation. I thought Dane had truly suffered brain damage and forgotten about me.
He clearly remembered everyone else. It turns out he was doing it on purpose, mistakenly thinking Lily was his fiancée.
I'll never forget waking up from my coma to see him packing up all my belongings and throwing them out of the house. He told me to get lost and not cling to him like Fallon did.
My heart was bleeding.
After the procedure, I returned to the organization alone. As soon as I walked in, I saw Dane rushing over in a flurry.
Without saying a word, he ordered his subordinates to tie me up. Because of my injured foot and weakened state from the surgery, I was caught off guard by their sneak attack.
"Indra, can you really not tolerate Lily's presence? Where have you taken her? I'm warning you, if anything happens to Lily, I'll..."
"You'll what?" I coldly stared at him, finding the man before me utterly disgusting!
Dane said Lily had disappeared. He'd used every means at his disposal but couldn't find a trace of her.
The only person who could pull that off right under his nose was me.
"You left the organization just now to go after Lily. How can you be so vicious?"
"I didn't do anything."I coldly replied, "I just went to the hospital. As for where Lily went, it's none of my business."
But Dane was like a madman. He grabbed a taser and stood in front of me, saying, "Don't make me do this, Indra."
"You wouldn't dare. We may be partners, but I outrank you. I'm practically your superior."
I angrily retorted. If it wasn't for my help, Dane wouldn't have climbed the ranks in the organization so quickly.
He said he didn't care. As long as he could find out Lily's whereabouts, a little punishment meant nothing.
With that, Dane attacked me. As the current flowed through my body, it felt numb at first, then the pain began to spread.
My heart clenched suddenly.
"I don't know. I didn't do anything."
"Playing tough, huh? Well, you are the organization's top female agent. Let's see just how tough you really are."
Dane said he was determined to break me. This punishment was just a warm-up. If I didn't reveal Lily's location, he'd make me regret it.
I froze in place.
Was this crazed man before me really the same person who had sworn to spend his life by my side?I remember the mission when we opened up to each other. It was at sea when we encountered a tsunami. Our ship capsized, and we were left clinging to a piece of driftwood. My left arm was injured. Dane risked his life to pull me back to a small island. When the enemy returned to kill us, he took a bullet for me. That's when Dane told me he loved me.
He said I was like a rose on the battlefield - passionate and uninhibited. At that time, I didn't give any thought to matters of the heart.
I rejected him on the spot. In my view, romance was strictly forbidden in our line of work.
But the next day, he celebrated my birthday with me on that deserted island. He said, "Indra, I know today is your real birthday." He pointed to the brightest star in the night sky and told me:
"When I'm not by your side in the future, remember to look at that star. It will keep you company in my place."
My heart softened. After being rescued, I avoided all contact with Dane and steered clear of any partnered missions with him. But unexpectedly, on New Year's Eve that year,
Dane showed up at my door with a bowl of dumplings. He spent New Year's with me - my first ever - and brought so much life into my world.
We naturally fell into a relationship after that, going on to complete many missions together with perfect synergy.
I think Dane truly loved me back then.
...The memories in my mind became hazy, but the pain in my body brought me back to reality.
My entire body was covered in wounds, blood flowing down my skin. I had never been this severely injured, even at the hands of my enemies.
Dane's subordinate sensed something was wrong: "Dane, if this continues, someone might die. After all, she's the boss's..."
"If you don't reveal Lily's whereabouts, I wouldn't hesitate to take her life!"
How ridiculous, Dane. Is she really that important to you?
As I was being tortured in countless ways, having endured a round of torture devices, my whole body trembling uncontrollably,
Outside the door, Dane's subordinate brought in a confidential letter.
"It was Kirin who took her. He says he'll exchange her for the boss."