SEVEN.

My relationship with Daniel was one I would never forget. He made me happy in the little way he could and I did the same. He finally had a break from school and came back to my state to be with me...I was happy and scared...I knew we would have sex and well...damn its painful when you're sober!! We've been doing it once in a while since the first time but he would come over instead. At first I thought it would stop..but it didn't and I told him..maybe I wasn't wet enough?... I don't know but it feels like the first time everytime we do it and I honestly did not like it. So he suggested we use baby oil when we do it..and that's not available..we use spit and I rejected that idea cause its gross. Instead we would kiss for a while...it took me time to actually understand the sexual part of my body ..but I did and told him I like being fingered too..gets the river flowing too😊... He listened and fingers me before we do it and boy!! His long fingers do the work before his dick does.

But all good things must end right?

Daniel lost his Father. This broke him in a way I have never seen and I couldn't help. He didn't even want me to help. Instead he pushed me away. I tried coming back cause I really don't do that at all...but I did. It only made it worse. We would have arguments that I didn't understand. We broke up once and he..out of anger or something...went back to an ex...but when he came back to my state, he asked to see me and apologised...I accepted his apology but couldn't go back to him as he was already with someone. He wouldn't let me leave without taking home back. He told me he'd leave her..he didn't love her...blah blah...I still left..broken. He texted me later and sent a screenshot of his chat with her and how he dumped her again. I accepted him still. I had to...I loved the asshole🤦‍♀️.

I had to move to a village to carry out a school project with three of my friends (Vicky, Juliana, and Queenesther). And two other guys(Destiny and Temple) but it's totally different cause they weren't in my department but it's the same project. So...before I left...my parents dropped a bombshell....My Mom was PREGNANT!!! I was shocked to my bones. But before they told me I saw the test result...I couldn't believe it so I didn't say anything till they called me during dinner...that was the first time we ate together as a family by the way😁...my dad gave me the result and well...I'm a good actress...I acted so surprised...but bias really happy. I mean...twenty fucking years being an only child?! Not fun!! I was sad I had to leave for school work but I came home every weekend to help her in any way I could.

Daniel and I were cool for a while...till he wanted to break up again. Said this time..he needs space and shit...I mean i barely even call him...how am i smothering him?! I was attending to a school project in a village close to his state..my friends saw me crying the day he ended it and suggested I go to his house...I didn't want to. I thought about it a lot and- I didn't go. I just couldn't. I accepted the breakup...it made "Destiny" happy. Destiny is a guy that really liked me during the school project in that village...we attend the same university. I couldn't date him cause it wouldn't be fair to him...I still loved someone else. After the school project, we all went home. My mom was fine and getting bigger too.

Daniel and I broke up again...and this time...on our anniversary(July sixth). He didn't know but I did.Guys never know anyways. We were together for almost two years and he ended it like it meant nothing. Sadness and anger were all I could feel😣😤. How could I move on??! He's the only person I know...I wasn't interested in anyone else...I didn't even give any guy my time! We talked about our future and shit....now I'm supposed to act like nothing happened? Fuck that!!!!! I even bought a shirt for him cause he complained about a dress code in his school and he didn't have a shirt yet...he didn't know but I bought one- well..someone bought it. Yeah chill.

I went to the bank to make a withdraw and a guy took interest in me and even let me cut in line. After I was done I went to a boutique close to the bank to check out a shirt and he followed me. He didn't ask much questions as it was a unisex shirt...so he paid for it. I was shocked though. I didn't have any ass or boobs ..what did he really see?? But I wasn't able to give Daniel the shirt as he broke up with me...I wore it instead. It was very beautiful after all.

Getting over him wasn't easy at all. But I had school to distract me. My bestfriend helped me even when she had her own boy problems. I tried to move on...I really did. I prayed to God to help me and well...He did. Yeah....He used Daniel's cousin Forlan to show ne something I couldn't ignore. So basically Yeah...I went to see Forlan in his house...just friends nothing else..Daniel and I used to meet there all the time. Even had sex once there. Forlan and I talked about a lot of things...he gave me his phone to pass the time as mine was dead...I was scrolling through his pictures when he tried to make a move on me...I couldn't believe it. I thought he considered me a friend?! But then again he's a guy🙄. I declined and he left me in the room alone with his phone. I was really mad at him. So..out of curiosity j went to his WhatsApp...I wasn't looking for anything in particular but I saw things that made me barf. He is such a player!! Then I saw his chat with Daniel...I literally cried in that room.. he had been Cheating on me. Not since day one but recently...and he didn't even love the girl he just wanted to have sex!!! And he told forlan?! I checked to see if I was in the chat but not a lot..he just told forlan we broke up and it's for the best...he kept saying I was nice and soft and he didn't want to hurt me...that his Dad's death changed him. I trusted Daniel with everything in me. But what i read that day was an eye opener for me and I realised I had to really let go. I called him when I got home and told him what his cousin tried to do...apparently it wasn't the first time. I also told about about the girl he slept with when we were together...he didn't deny but he apologised. I told him we were really done this time.

Atleast I learned not to trust blindly. Especially when it comes to Men.

My mom gave birth On the twenty-seventh of April!!! I wasn't home that day...I was too scared to stay...soooo...i went to Daniel's state...yes..we weren't together but feelings were there...he wanted to talk and I went there...it wasn't all bad..we were still friends and we supported each other. I went there on the twenty-sixth..we hung out...talked...he told me he never cheated on me till we partially broke up. I got high and we had the most amazing sex ever. I even cried..but only cause I know that was the last time. Or so.

I was dressing up to go home when my Bestfriend Mary called...she told me to run home immediately...my mom had given birth!! She didn't know the gender of the baby yet. I was shaking as I left...Daniel escorted to the bustop where I boarded a car going to my state. On my way...my cousin(Queen) called me again...and told me my mom had given birth!!! I was so happy I wanted to scream in the car...I got so distracted that I didn't notice when the car passed my place...and I needed up in Cold stone ice cream place. I was so confused...and worse I had little money to go home!!! I gave fucking Daniel my last cash!! I had to find my way home...it was so frustrating for me. I even called and cursed him out. My Dad called me and told me it was a Boy!😄😄! I was so happy and I wasn't even close to home!! I was actually walking in circles cause everywhere looked the same. Dehydrated and tired...i decided to beg someone for help. But i got help before i asked! A man noticed i had been walking around and asked what my problem was...i told him...trying not to cry too...he gave me money..even more that what i expected. I was so happy!!!!

I got home easily...ran to my house and they told me they weren't back yet..so i ran to the hospital with the directions from my father. I got to the hospital...that was when I cried. My baby brother. I finally have a sibling!! It was indeed a Miracle. And that was the name I gave him.

❣MIRACLE ❣

It was the happiest day of my family's life! It put an end to some gossips and harsh talks from people.