Felix's yapping 01

Felix here! So, I'm takin over for this chapter. Huh? Nah, this ain't some kind of Meta joke... Though, I guess it kinda is now. But me knowing about the whole Meta thing isn't important. That won't be a plot point later on or anythin, trust me on this one, buds. After denying it a few times now the author is trapped. After all, he can't have me deny it multiple times and then just go back on his word. Either way, let's go on with the story.

So, basically, we didn't actually leave the store after Dol had changed clothes. He went around the shop again and again, acting as though he was still looking for clothes. That's bs, obviously. We did just buy clothes, he don't need no more. And if he did, why would he buy them etc etc. Yall know what I wanna tell ya.

So, he just standing there. Staring at that girl. He says he fascinated, but he probably has a crush. That's kinda crazy, cuz I was crushing on him. I had already imagined a great love scenario; He cries as he confesses his love to me and after I accept him, obviously cool and all, I try to leap into his arms. He tries to hug me, hold me dear and allat. But he can't actually touch me, so I just pass through him. I'd look at him, he'd look at me, the atmosphere would be incredible! Ion know what happens then, but that's a incredible scenario which I dreamed off...

Well, I guess I can forgot that now. It's fine tho, for real. It's just a small crush. It ain't serious. I just thought having a lover is somethin I still gotta take care of. Ya can't have all this talk bout love any then not have a lover. So I just choose the first dude possible. And that was that fool, Dol. It's not like I'm interested in him or anything. I just wanna love. So I took the first opportunity I could take.

I honestly doubt it's different for him though. After all, this fool was fascinated by her answering him, cuz she may or may not have emotions. It a bit dirty by him. He crushing on the first person being a bit different. But he talkin to me, most different of all and his savior, and he don't even think bout none of that.

Don't care though, like I said. This ain't even that bad; While I'm not as down bad as that fool, it's not like I'd pass on new emotion experiences. Through this I could experience a lot in the future. The objective I should follow if I want to prevent suffering would be to completely forget any kind of lovely feelings for this dude. But the other option is even better; My love would grow until I'm overwhelmed by love. I'd be lovestruck! Then I'd either be brave and confess or not. If I do, then he either accepts my offer and we'd be lovers, just like originally planned! If he rejects me, that ain't bad either. I'd be heart broken, I'd suffer, all that bad shit. But suffering ain't even that bad. After all, it's another emotion I'd like to experience once in a while. So, let's get back. If I'd be too scared, I won't confess. Then I'd either be sad cuz I'm scared, which is also an emotion, or even worse, I'd see him getting with that girl. Then jealousy would spread through me, which is... A feeling I may or may not already feel right now.

Well, whatever...

"Let's go already. We still got places to go." I tell him. That was me, yes. This time, I ain't speaking cursive. From his POV I'd still speak in cursive though. But right now I ain't, cuz like... Not everything here is cursive after all... Ugh... So, like, me speaking in cursive is cuz I'm different from everything else, but I ain't different if it's from my perspective, ya know?

So, Dol listens to me and we leave the shop. I ain't have no place to go to though. It was kind of a dick move to make him go away to be honest. But Ion care. That fool said he wanted sadness and allat, so he can't really blame me, right?

So, we be goin around the city for some time. But that just tires me out. I get bored. One of the few emotions I'd actually rather not have; It's not... Anything. It's just... Boring. Can't describe boring without boring, so yeah. Ya gotta live with that.

"Come on, lesgo to ya home."