To introduce you to a girlfriend

After Cha Xiaoqing left, there was no noise in the room, and I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, especially when I looked at the neatly arranged and spotless sundries, I felt empty inexplicably, like standing next to the wheat field that was about to be harvested, and saw the end at a glance, but it was not the joy of the harvest, only the mess everywhere after the harvest.

 Yes, I'm a person who is very good at imagining the trajectory of development, so I tend to have more troubles than others, which is fatal to me!

 It was raining outside again, and it was falling slowly at first, but after a while, the windows crackled...

 Where can she go to Cha Xiaoqing?

 She couldn't live in a hotel, she couldn't rent a house, and she didn't dare to go to public places like the station or Internet café... So how is she going to survive such a rainy night?

 I was so cruel that even if it wasn't safe, I could have used my ID card to open a room in the hotel for her, but I didn't... She was right, I was just afraid of getting burned, especially in this high-pressure situation, and I just wanted to draw a line with her immediately.

 However, when she lent me the money, she did not hesitate at all, and when she said that she wanted to take me on a trip to Switzerland, she was even more hopeful...

 I suddenly felt very ungentlemanly, didn't I say I believed her? Why don't you clear her name... As long as she is innocent, I will not be implicated.

 The rain was heavier, the thermometer hanging on the wall, fell to 4 degrees like a cliff, this season, it is very rare to have such a temperature in Xiamen, my worries in my heart, I can't help but add another point, I clearly remember that when she left, she only wore a very thin coat.

 After two heavy knocks on my head, I quickly grabbed an umbrella from the cabinet and ran down the wet road to the outside of the neighborhood.

 ...

 I searched every corner in the neighborhood where I could hide from the rain, but unfortunately I didn't find Cha Xiaoqing, she didn't linger after she left the community; She may have taken a taxi away, but this is the most dangerous, because the taxi driver walks the streets every day, there must be a high probability that he will see those posted reward notices, once he recognizes it as Cha Xiaoqing, he doesn't have to think about it, he knows what the result is.

 I may have really killed Cha Xiaoqing, but I have no chance of saving her, because I really can't find her.

 ...

 After listening to the sound of the rain all night and thinking about things all night, I fell asleep in a daze when it was almost dawn, and I heard a knock on the door in my dream, and woke up suddenly, only to find that it was the sound of the alarm clock.

 It's time for me to go to work again.

 ...

 This morning, neither received the second-hand car, nor sold, although I know that it has entered the off-season of the car market, but I still can't help but feel a little anxious, because my basic salary is not high, so more than half of the income comes from the commission, if this momentum continues, next month, I will not pay back Tang Guo's money 100%, and my rent is not settled.

 So, it's not that I want to complain about my family, none of them care about me, they just want to ask me for money, but they don't want me to live in Xiamen, but Yu Lei is different, as long as Yu Lei wants to do something, they will definitely do whatever it takes to help him achieve it, especially my mother, even at the expense of hollowing out me...

 I'm not very demanding, and I'm not worried about the money, I just hope that when it's cold, there will be a phone call at home to remind me to wear more clothes, and so on... However, I never waited for such a call; So last night, when Cha Xiaoqing gave me fresh shellfish porridge, I was inexplicably moved; When she asked me to go to Switzerland, I was even more moved... I know that these are typical manifestations of lack of love, and I long for others to be good to me, and I am afraid that others will be good to me, because there is nothing to repay.

 ...

 When I was about to get off work, I sat in the back of the garage as usual to relax myself, and when I was about to finish a cigarette, Tang Guo came over again.

 "Yuwei, you've broken up with Qi Fei for almost a year, right?"

 I thought about it for a moment, and then replied: "It's Double 11 again, it seems like it's almost a year... What does this do, you ask? "

 Tang Guo avoided answering, and said to me with a smile: "Now people use love as fast food... It's been a year, why haven't you found a new girlfriend yet? "

 "What other reason could there be than being poor?"

 "Then let me introduce you to one... I'll show you there later. "

 I looked at Tang Guo and said with a smile: "It's okay to introduce one... But you must be able to support me, and now that I have completely thought about it, I must be on par with you... Rather than find someone as poor as me, the two of them are strangled to death all day long, it is better to do it in one step... I asked a little more, how old is the other party? Can you give me a Maserati on her 70th birthday? "

 "Do you want to make a face?"

 I smiled and lit myself another cigarette, which was a joke, of course; At this stage, I don't have much desire to fall in love, I don't see it, I'm just too sober.

 Tang Guo knocked on my arm and said, "This girl is absolutely reliable, she is the kind of person who can fight with you, you must not miss it!" "

 "Blow, don't they all say that like gathers like things, can you have such friends around you?"

 "I really didn't lie to you, she opened a bubble tea shop, became a boss and a waitress herself, and she was very hard-working and self-motivated... If you're really not interested, then I'll introduce her to Wu Xiaohai. "

 "Then you introduce it to Wu Xiaohai."

 Tang Guo didn't expect me to be so indifferent, she was taken aback, and said, "Aren't I afraid that she won't look down on Wu Xiaohai's fat head and big ears... You can come with me to have a look, and it's okay to make friends, it's not a bad thing anyway. "

 ...

 Sitting in Tang Guo's newly bought paramela, shuttling on the road around the island, I couldn't help but be in a trance, probably because of this car, I always felt that Cha Xiaoqing didn't go far, but I really couldn't find her, if I could still see her, I would definitely change my previous thoughts, and even help her find that person.

 I know that this hindsight is very unpleasant, so I spent the whole day despising myself.

 ...

 It took about half an hour for Tang Guo and I to come to the bubble tea shop... The shop is very small, and only in a very inconspicuous place hangs a sign called "Happy Milk Tea".

 Business in the store was very bad, only a girl in her twenties was seen sitting under the lamp, she seemed to be watching a movie on her mobile phone, and it seemed that she was used to this kind of desertion.

 Tang Guo whispered in my ear: "See, that's the girlfriend I want to introduce to you." "

 "What's her name?"

 "Tang lemon, lemon of lemon."

 I looked at Tang Guo with a strange gaze, and then asked her again: "With your surname, it won't be your sister, right?" "

 "You're right, her dad is my cousin... You're cheap, the girls in our family are all as beautiful as fairies..."

 "It doesn't matter if it's beautiful or not, what matters is whether you can buy me a house or a car... I guess she's sitting there motionless, maybe she's not as good as me! "

 "Don't be stinky and poor, if it weren't for knowing me, this kind of toad can eat swan meat, and it won't be your turn in the next life..."

 I smiled noncommittally, and then with a little curiosity, I followed Tang Guo's footsteps and approached the bubble tea shop called "Happy Ing".