You're kicking the can down the road

It was already noon, and Tang Ning and I had a meal on the island; This time, she left first, and I stayed behind to connect with the people from the decoration company.

 My world seems to have suddenly become simpler, I no longer have to face all kinds of customers, nor do I have to deal with the difficulties of the big boss, I just poured all my time into this small bubble tea shop, and I feel fulfilled... Before you know it, it's evening.

 In the evening, the rain stopped, but the clouds were still thick, and the setting sun was hidden in the cracks of these clouds, casting its light on the surface of the sea, so that the sea had two colors, half gray and half golden.

 I sat on the beach, looking at the scene in front of me, and I began to like this place, because it was so close to the sea, and the constant sound of the tide and the sea breeze would make me forget a lot of troubles.

 After lighting a cigarette and taking a few puffs, the phone in my hand suddenly rang, I picked it up and looked at it, and it turned out to be the policeman surnamed Jiang again, and my heart tightened all of a sudden.

 I don't know when I started to think of the police surnamed Jiang as a bridge of communication between myself and Cha Xiaoqing, so when I saw his call, I immediately thought of Cha Xiaoqing; Could it be that Cha Xiaoqing is still unwilling, and wants to find a hardship for me to eat?

 I cautiously answered the phone, and then asked the policeman surnamed Jiang on the other end of the phone, "Is there something wrong, Officer Jiang?" "

 "Yes, I wanted to talk to you about the bonus... You told me at the time, do you want to help Cha Xiaoqing? ..."

 "Well, I didn't call the police myself."

 "Then are you taking this bonus a bit incorrectly and unwell?"

 "Are you going to take back the bonus?"

 The policeman surnamed Jiang on the other end of the phone was silent for a while, and then said to me: "... I have a colleague whose son has leukemia and needs money urgently; You can take out part of this money for public welfare... In this way, you can feel at ease, and you can be regarded as a great favor for my colleague... You see, okay? ... I declare in advance that my proposal is only from my personal standpoint and is not mandatory... You still have control over the money. "

 That's when I realized that something was wrong with the money... I didn't want to report Cha Xiaoqing at all, so this money should logically not exist in my place, I accepted it and took it for myself, and I will never be able to clear the misunderstanding between me and Cha Xiaoqing.

 Although there is no need to solve this misunderstanding, my heart still feels dishonorable because of this money, so I didn't weigh it much, so I said to the policeman surnamed Jiang: "I am willing to take out this money for public welfare... You'll have to give me a little time, though, the money isn't in my hands right now. "

 "Then I'll thank you for this colleague."

 I smiled and replied, "You're welcome, I didn't intend to keep the money for myself, but I think you did me a favor; Before, I always felt that something was wrong, but I didn't know what the problem was... Just now, as soon as you said that, I was relieved! "

 "I looked down on you before... When will you get the money? "

 I just started to feel embarrassed, because Tang Guo is still quite difficult, but in order to realize the value of this money as soon as possible, I still said to the policeman surnamed Jiang: "The day after tomorrow, you give me an account, and I will transfer it to your friend when I get the money." "

 After the policeman surnamed Jiang expressed his gratitude again, we ended the call.

 After smoking a cigarette, I brewed for a long time before I dialed Tang Guo's phone, and as soon as she connected, I said to her in a low voice: "Discuss something with you... Give me back the 70,000 yuan... I have an urgent need. "

 "What's wrong?"

 "I have a friend whose son has leukemia and is waiting for money to see a doctor... So, I want to give him this money..."

 "Lend it to him, or give it to him?"

 "Give it to him... Actually, it's not appropriate for me to keep this money, and if I can use it to save a child, I think it can be regarded as playing its value. "

 "You're great... What about our bubble tea shop? "

 "Let's find another way... Moreover, at that time, we said that we would return the money to me, and you couldn't go back on your word. "

 Tang Guo on the other end of the phone was obviously restraining her emotions, and she said to me: "If it is really your friend, it is understandable for you to come up with a little money... But is it really worth giving it away for free, and giving it all to him? ... You're always like this, and you can never tell the difference between your own affairs and other people's affairs... You're not a philanthropist! "

 I was also angry, so I replied loudly, "Can you not be so selfish? I've promised to give him the money... If you really feel that you can't get over it, then I won't open this bubble tea shop, okay? ... You really don't have any credibility as a human being! Why do people like you gain a foothold in society!? "

 "We've been friends for so long, is that what you say about me?"

 "I'm just talking about things... This money should never have been in my hands in the first place... You know better than anyone else that I have a burden in my heart! "

 "That's good... Let me ask you, are you really going to open this bubble tea shop? "

 I had mixed feelings in my heart, and it was only after a while that I said to Tang Guo on the other end of the phone: "I want to open... But it is absolutely impossible to open with this money... I've told you before that I can do without shares and just take a cut of your profits. "

 "You're a stone... Where are you going to let me and Tang Ning get these 70,000 yuan? ... If the store can't be opened, where do you take a cut? "

 I was silent because I didn't want to quarrel with Tang Guo... However, this does not mean that I approve of her approach, and I even think she is unreasonable, because she is repenting of many things.

 Tang Guo was really angry with me, and she said to me again: "I'll transfer the money to you now, and you don't have to worry about the rest of the matter." "

 After ending this very unpleasant call, Tang Guo used WeChat to transfer the money to me in four installments... When I clicked to collect money, I didn't feel good, but I had to do it, and I hoped that Tang Guo would understand me; I then transferred the money to the account provided to me by the policeman surnamed Jiang.

 At this time, Tang Guo sent me another WeChat message, she said: "Yuwei, you remember my words... With a character like yours, you may really be able to make a career in the future... But more likely, it will become a pile of mud that no one can hold up to the wall... I'm disappointed in you! "

 I lit another cigarette and read this passage several times, I tried to make Tang Guo angry, but I understood Tang Guo's temper, and it didn't work for me to apologize to her, so I deliberately changed the topic and sent her a message saying: "Angry is angry, but you promised me something, you can't go back... Next Wednesday, remember to come with me to Zhangzhou and be a bridesmaid. "

 ...

 "I'm just someone who likes to go back on my words... If you don't like me as a person, then you can go to someone who shares your heart to help... I'll just look at Cha Xiaoqing... She won't bother with you because of the 70,000 yuan... I just don't know, will she look at you with her eyes now?! "