This dead woman.

At half past seven, the taxi finally dropped me off at the airport, and I headed straight for the security checkpoint of the international flight, hoping that Cha Xiaoqing had not passed the security check at this time...

 It's all a matter of luck, because there's still an hour before the boarding time, and it's the easiest point to miss, and people who are cautious will generally go in early, and those who procrastinate, or are really delayed by something, may really not have passed the security check, and once they have passed the security check, we will definitely not see it.

 I just looked around, and then tried to call the number Cha Xiaoqing had left for me before, but the phone was still turned off.

 I closed my eyes and felt like I was surrounded by the sound of breathing, light and heavy, and then I felt suffocated, and this suffocation was not given to me by the external environment, but from my inner depression... If I hadn't been able to meet Cha Xiaoqing today, then we would always have been so unclear between us...

 So far, I haven't waited for a sentence of "I like you", presumably she is also disappointed, so she refused to let me send her when she left, and also broke off the connection between us.

 Another ten minutes passed, and I was extremely nervous...

 Just when I thought I really missed it, I actually saw Cha Xiaoqing at the door of the magazine store near the security checkpoint, although she had her back to me, but her standing posture and temperament had been deeply imprinted in my mind, and I was sure that it was her.

 In ecstasy, I ran towards her, and the closer we came the more certain it was her, especially the moment she stroked her hair with her fingers, for I had never seen a more slender and white hand than hers...

 I thought everything was taken for granted, so I hugged her from behind... At this point, I have no psychological burden at all, I just want her to see a completely real me...

 I like her, it's no longer just a matter of thinking about it, it's about letting her know...

 Suddenly hugged by me, Cha Xiaoqing panicked at first, and then looked back at me, I thought she would hug me tightly, but she didn't give me such a response.

 "Aftertaste, let go of me."

 I froze instantly, and then mechanically let go of Cha Xiaoqing, I wanted to give her a smile, but every muscle in my body seemed to be stiff, and I even felt that I recognized the wrong person, but she obviously called my name.

 I swallowed, then said to her, "I've been restless since I knew you were leaving... My subconscious tells me that I have to meet you before you go... Otherwise I will have regrets in my heart..."

 ...

 "I'm boarding."

 Cha Xiaoqing seemed to be a different person, she turned around and walked towards the security checkpoint, although I don't know why she would use such an attitude towards me, I still followed her footsteps, and then grabbed her arm, my heart was beating wildly...

 "I like you, I won't ask you to do anything for me, I just want to tell you the truest thoughts in my heart when you leave, I don't want to have regrets between us..."

 Cha Xiaoqing finally stopped wanting to move forward, and then looked at me, and my eyes kept meeting her gaze, at this moment, I was more determined than ever, because I knew what I was here for.

 Cha Xiaoqing's eyes flashed with tears, and she whispered to me, "There are no regrets between us... Aftertaste, I feel like I really don't know you... What kind of man are you? ... Complex contradictions? "

 Cha Xiaoqing took a step back, and I have never seen a look in my life, more complicated than her at this time... She sneered with tears in her eyes, then closed her eyes again, as if she was afraid to see me as a person, and my mind went blank, I had no idea what was really going on between us, it all came so suddenly...

 Cha Xiaoqing took out his mobile phone, and then flipped through a photo from it...

 My blank head, instantly sobered up, and then felt my scalp tingle, this is a photo I have never seen before, but the hero in the photo is me, and the heroine is Tang Guo... We slept in the same quilt in the same bed, and her underwear was scattered under the bed, and the black panties were particularly eye-catching...

 I stammered to Cha Xiaoqing and asked, "Why do you have this picture?" "

 "It doesn't matter... You make me feel sick! It makes me feel like I'm cheap... What kind of man is I thinking about in my heart? ... I never cared if you were poor or humble... Because, what touches me the most is your character... However, I was wrong, you are not what I imagined you to be... What you have done, you have ruined all my illusions about you! "

 My breathing became more and more rapid, and the more I was afraid that I would not be able to explain clearly, the more I ran out of words...

 Cha Xiaoqing was about to leave again, and I grabbed the sling on her backpack, and the strength was so great that she stumbled a step...

 Only then did I open my mouth and say to her, "Xiaoqing... Things are not what you think..."

 "It's not what I think, it's what I see... Photos don't lie. "

 "Nothing really happened between me and Tang Guo, she was playing a prank... That day, I was so drunk that I was completely broken, and she was the one who sent me back. "

 "Aftertaste, should I really believe you? ... In your state, saying that nothing is happening, can you convince yourself to believe it? ... I finally know why you seem so abnormal when we get along, and now everything makes sense. "

 "It's really not, it's a prank!"

 Cha Xiaoqing looked desperate: "You're drunk, why don't you find a male friend to send you back... Why her? "

 I held my head and struck it with my fist, but I still couldn't vent the depression in my heart, it was like a myriad of thorns, piercing my most vulnerable mental place, and I almost screamed: "I am such a person who has no social circle... My friends around me are no one but her... I'm so lonely... It's really lonely... But we didn't do anything... I swear. "

 "You make me scared!"

 Cha Xiaoqing turned around and left, and I realized that with that photo, no matter how I explained it, it was superfluous...

 I didn't chase Cha Xiaoqing anymore, I just watched her leave...

 She turned back suddenly, then hugged me tightly and cried, "I must have forgotten you... Take care of yourself! "

 This time, Cha Xiaoqing didn't linger anymore, she walked to the security checkpoint, where a man was waiting for her, and after the two met, they went through the security check together...

 I don't know who this man is, but he looks very young, very much like a rich kid who has no worries about food and clothing, he can pass the security check, he must accompany Cha Xiaoqing to Germany, in the future, what will happen between them, I don't know.

 "I ... What's wrong with me? "

 I took out the string of rock sugar gourds hidden in my pocket, and for a moment, my eyes were hazy with tears...

 Between us, why does everything that is so good dissipate in this way?

 The taxi back to the city was once again blocked on the other side of the viaduct, but the driver was calm and did not complain from beginning to end, and he even told me that if I was bored, I could open the window and smoke a cigarette.

 I didn't light a cigarette, but I opened the window and I wanted to blow the cold air outside the window...

 In the wind, I saw the lights of thousands of homes lit up in the distance, but it was a heart-rending pain in my heart... I suddenly thought about the world in great detail, specifically to a potato in those windows, a kitchen knife, and a child begging for food around his mother.

 At the moment when I completely lost Cha Xiaoqing, I realized that pain can be so realistic... It was just connected to the emotions that preceded it, and then it formed a me who was lost in the myriad lights...

 Tang Guo, this dead woman...

 I hate her so badly! ...

 How can there be such a coincidence in this world, but Cha Xiaoqing misunderstood me, she has not been able to become popular for several years, she is inexplicably popular, and the root of Cha Xiaoqing's misunderstanding lies in that photo, that photo can only be taken by her.

 There must be a deal in this, although I don't know how... But Tang Guo must have taken advantage of me... No, it's not exploitation, it's the most vicious framing.

 She's sucking my blood to plump herself... She was embarrassed to say that everything was to protect me and Tang Ning, she is the most materialistic, selfish, and scheming woman in the world.

 I couldn't help but shiver... What kind of person have I known over the past few years? ... The white rabbits I gave her were all fed to the dogs.

 I don't even want to open a bubble tea shop, I just want to completely erase the woman Tang Guo from my memory.

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