Unsolved problem

From the suburbs to the city, the traffic is getting denser and the lights are getting more and more psychedelic and psychedelic, but my consciousness seems to be crushed under the wheels that are constantly moving forward, sometimes feeling pain, sometimes blurry...

 I took the phone out of my pocket, and then found Tang Guo's number, I especially wanted to scold her, but at the moment when I was about to dial out, I put down the phone again... I was suddenly very resistant to hearing the noise, and I just wanted to find a quiet place to sit alone for a while, and maybe it would be better to smoke a few cigarettes and drink a can of beer.

 By the sea, the dock where there are no lights and no people, I sit alone on the reef, and here, there are some memories of me and Cha Xiaoqing... I was reminiscing and self-criticizing at the same time: If I took the initiative enough in front of Cha Xiaoqing, did not hide my good impression of her, and regarded her as the only one in my life, even if such a photo was passed to her, after I explained, she should believe that it was a misunderstanding.

 In the final analysis, this is the consequence of not being confident and not taking the initiative all along.

 Full of regret, he picked up the beer can and took a sip of it, and then lay down on the reef again... What made me feel even more uncomfortable was the man who appeared next to Cha Xiaoqing at the end, thinking that one day, he would hug, kiss, talk to Cha Xiaoqing, and even have more intimate actions, I felt very uncomfortable... It wasn't until this moment that I realized that I was possessive of Cha Xiaoqing, and subconsciously, I had already regarded her as my girlfriend.

 In the time we've known each other, she's done better than me... So she can have a clear conscience, but I am extremely uncomfortable... No wonder some people always say that when two people get along, the last pain must be the one left!

 When I picked up the beer can again, the mobile phone in my hand suddenly vibrate, I picked it up and looked at it, it was Tang Guo calling, I first sneered with disdain, and then connected the phone, she looked very clear-conscience, and even said to me in a questioning tone: "Aftertaste, even if a person is a jerk, there must be a limit... We're waiting for you here, are you coming or not? "

 "Dog woman!"

 "I'm scolding you."

 "Where did I mess with you again?"

 I took a heavy puff of my cigarette and said to her as calmly as I could, "You are a man who is really treacherous and sinister... What have you done, don't you know yourself? ... You're trampling me up and down... I don't say more, so I ask you, who is directing you, and who are you making a deal with? "

 "Neurotic, I don't even know what you're talking about!"

 ...

 I suddenly became uneasy, and after laughing, I scolded: "Do you really don't even want face in order to make money, for your so-called pursuits?" ... I met Cha Xiaoqing at the airport and she showed me a picture... I won't say how obscene the photos are... But you have to know in your own heart that who else can take that picture but you... You always say we're best friends, hehe... In your heart, friends are used to sell, and friends are used to make transactions... Is it? "

 Tang Guo on the other end of the phone fell into silence, I suddenly thought of her face, and for the first time in my life, I felt: Even a perfect face can look so disgusting! ... It turns out that it is really not only the appearance that determines the beauty and ugliness of a person, but also the soul... Even if everyone thinks Tang Guo is beautiful, then she is just a femme fatale...

 After a while, Tang Guo finally said to me: "I took the photo... I made a deal with someone else, as long as I can keep Cha Xiaoqing from being with you, he will use his resources to support me... You also know, I took a very popular little video, a video attracted 600,000 fans, and soon there will be advertisements coming to me. "

 I gasped heavily, although I had already guessed it in my heart, but when I heard Tang Guo say it himself, I still felt cold from my head to my feet... I asked Tang Guo again, "Who is the person who made the deal with you?" "

 "Cha Xiaoqing's fiancé."

 "What did you say?"

 I was speechless for a long time, so I looked at the lighthouse in the distance and lost my mind for a while, until the cigarette in my hand burned my hand, and I suddenly came back to my senses...

 At this time, Tang Guo said to me in a deep voice: "Yuwei, I know this matter, I did it wrong... But there are also extenuating circumstances... How could a woman like Cha Xiaoqing lack people who pursue her? ... You're really not competitive at all compared to those who pursue her... Moreover, don't underestimate Cha Xiaoqing too much, have you forgotten how she tempted you before? ... She even put you in the police station... Jiang Xiaokai has already told me about this matter... Cha Xiaoqing is a woman who can't tolerate a little sand in her eyes, you are a person, even if it is a machine, there are times when you make mistakes, in front of her, you can't make mistakes in your life... As long as you're wrong, she'll make you doomed... Don't you think it's scary to be a woman like that? ..."

 Before Tang Guo finished speaking, he was rudely interrupted by me, and I yelled: "Shut up for me, who can be as terrible as you!" ... You don't want any personality in order to achieve your goals... What qualifications do you have to say Cha Xiaoqing? ... You don't even know how good she is to me! "

 "Her kindness to you is only superficial... My kindness to you is not reciprocated. "

 "A person who takes advantage of me and says that he is good to me is not in return! ... A person who truly loves me is described by you as superficial... Are you trying to laugh at me? "

 I laughed until I coughed, laughed until I pounded the reef with my hands...

 "Aftertaste, you can laugh... Time will tell, and one day, you will thank me..."

 "Fuck your shit... I'm too lazy to find words to scold you... The time to come is so long, I hope you can have a good conscience... Hurry up and pick up your damn advertising money... I wish you a long life! "

 With that, I hung up the phone...

 The night is getting colder and colder, just like my mood... It was as if I had really lost everything that was most important in my life... I took out the string of rock sugar gourds that I hadn't sent out... While eating, I wiped my tears.

 Men shouldn't shed tears, but what if they are really sad?

 It's not that I haven't thought about telling Cha Xiaoqing the truth, but I don't have a way to contact her... Even if you can get in touch, what can you do?

 Tang Guo is right about one thing, Cha Xiaoqing is a woman who can't tolerate a grain of sand in her eyes... In her consciousness, I just have a relationship with Tang Guo, whether this is a conspiracy or not, what she wants is a clean person... So, what I'm trying to prove to her is not a conspiracy theory, but to prove that I'm a clean person... But how can this be proven?

 If only men had something similar to a woman's hymen!

 No, even if there is such a thing, then I will dedicate it to Qi Fei...

 This is where Tang Guo is clever... She was so ambitious that between me and Cha Xiaoqing, there was an unsolvable problem!

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