Chapter 32 - Mica & Calix

Jay-jay's POV

"Sorry Jay.."

"It's okay Mica..."

"I'm really sorry..."

Aaarrrggghhhh... Again and again!

Unlimited?! If only Mica's sorry for me had a price, I would have bought new shoes. I might have another month to load.

It's not her fault. Keifer is really to blame here. He really didn't agree to let Mica stay in the room. He thought he was the owner of the building.

Ending? Mica and I are walking now, going home to them.

Because I didn't agree to leave her. My conscience can't handle it. It would be good if she knew self defense.

I didn't get in anymore. Your grandmother is absent.

"Do you think they are still following?" Mica whispered to me.

"I don't know..." I answered.

I simply turned behind us. I know Calix followed us, because of Mica of course. What I don't understand is why

Ci-N and David also joined him.

I still see them busy looking for Pokemon Go.

From Calix's appearance, I know he is still worried about Mica. I suddenly thought of the love letter that was found on the second floor of our building.

"Mica... Is it okay if I ask, about you and Calix?" I asked her.

I looked at her as if thinking before forcing a smile. "It's okay..

"What really happened to you guys?"

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Calix's POV

I'm disgusted with myself. It's so close but it seems so far away. I want to hug and kiss her. Hold hands and kiss.

But that is unlikely to happen. She doesn't want me anymore. She hates me. She doesn't want me. I know she still loves me but she chooses to stay away from me. I am very sorry for what I did to her before. If I hadn't hurt her, it wouldn't have happened.

If only I could turn back time. It must have been the day I received her letter, I appreciated it.

*Flashback....*

"Pare! Another love letter..." Felix said handling another love letter.

It's so annoying! Yes... I know I'm handsome but I don't need a love letter.

"Tsk! Shut it!" I ordered him.

Felix looked at me badly. "Don't order me! Shut it yourself!"

He threw the love letter at me. Is this a problem? I have PMS.

I took the love letter and threw it outside. The front of our room looks like a trash can, so that's okay.

"That's why the mess in front of our room is." Ella complained while shaking her head.

I just smiled at her. Ella is really beautiful, if only she could be mine.

"Don't smile like that... You're creepy." She told me.

I smiled wider and looked at her. I look like I'm going to do something stupid with my smile.

He laughed. "Stop that."

"Force me..." I teased.

I hit her on the arm. That's just the two of us. Just to be teased and teased. I know because I don't have a chance.

The whole class knows that Keifer likes her. That's the numb one. If I get involved in their love story, Keifer might hit me.

"Ella!" Someone called.

Ella and I stopped and looked in the direction we came from.

"Hi Mica!" Ella greeted her.

Mica... That's the girl's name. Because I always see her outside the school as if she is waiting for someone. She is also beautiful but she used to be too simple.

They talked for a while before facing me again.

"Calix... It's Mica, my friend."

"Hi..." I greeted her.

I saw that Mica's cheeks were red and she waved at me. She looks cute.

"Just wait.. I'll just get my notes inside." Ella said goodbye and Mica left us.

Mica was obviously ashamed of me. Her glance is constant but she looks away. I bet someone likes me too.

"Uhmmm.. Calix." She is holding an envelope.

Thank you! That said!

I took the love letter and put it in my pocket. I will throw it away later.

"I hope you read..." She added.

I just smiled and nodded. Whoa! Said I don't want a love letter. I don't like to read. There is only one thing.

I love you Calix! I wanted you before! I hope you notice me too! Blah! Blah!

Ella came and gave her notes to Mica. Mica left but she smiled at me first.

"Don't throw away her love letter... I'll be angry with you." Ella whispered to me.

I looked at her. Does she know?

"Someone has wanted you for a long time... I'm only forbidding you because you're a playboy. It will only hurt her. But I said it's naughty, we'll see what you do when you read the love letter."

Am I a playboy?

"When did I become a playboy?" I asked her.

"You are not aware?" Her tone was mixed with sarcasm.

"Is it my fault that they happened one after another?"

"Tsk! Calix, no girl stays with you. The 3 month rule of break up doesn't apply to you either." She's looking at me.

"But that doesn't mean I'm Playboy!"

"You're a playboy!" Ci-N's groin while eating something.

"Don't join the conversation!" I hit him.

He suddenly hid behind Ella. "Look at him, he's fighting me." Ci-N is like a child reporting to Ella.

"Calyx!" Ella shouted, while holding her waist.

Ci-N was really the one she sided with. Another class!

In the evening...

I collapsed on the bed. My body is too heavy. Tired!

I reached into my pocket to get my cellphone but I grabbed something else.

The love letter.

I forgot about that. I picked up the letter. It's just a simple pink envelope with a heart on it. I was going to throw it away but I remembered what Ella said.

I might be angry.

Maybe she won't know. That's why she might ask about it.

Even if I don't want to and I'm lazy. I opened the envelope and read the letter. Still stationary.

💌 Dear Calix,

If you are reading this letter, thank you very much. I know you already know what I'm going to say here. Ella may have already told you or because of course, this is a love letter.

That's a lot of woman caressing. I haven't straightened it yet.

I want you to know how I met you. That's the day I will never forget. Enrollment was last year. You are with your girlfriend who is a first year student. I was really annoyed with you at first because the person you were with was different before you entered the school gate, then it was different again.

When is that? Did I have a girlfriend the first year? I don't think I remember.

I'm in the queue. I'm alone. You and the other Section E lined up at the same time. You are still enjoying it. You always bump into me but you never apologize. I already have the registrar when you suddenly borrow a ballpoint pen. I handed you what I was holding and left.

Ballpoint pen? I borrowed a lot of ballpoint pens.

I was sitting on the bench and suddenly you came to me. You are holding the ballpen that I lent you.

"I've been looking for you... Thanks for this!" I said and you smiled at me.

That smile of yours, I feel it's my fault that's why when I came home I couldn't get it out of my mind. Stalker please listen but I looked for your facebook account and recognized you. I always wait for you at the school gate before going home.

That's it. I always see her at the school gate. I thought she was just waiting for him to pick her up. I'm the one she's waiting for.

Ella forbade me but I didn't listen to her. She said you are a playboy, I know that. But I can't stop it. I know it's just simple admiration but it's strange.

I think I love you. I have no hope, I know that. I still want to let you know. Maybe women admitting their feelings is not new to you. It's okay to ignore me. I'm not asking for attention.

Thank you for reading this letter. Just receiving my letter means a lot to me.

--Micaela Yumol 💌

I stared at the ceiling. It hurts the eyes to read lying down. It's also sleepy.

I'm not sure what to think about this letter. But I'm sure of only one thing. I can sleep with a smile on my face.

This is the only letter that gave me this weird feeling. Maybe because this is the only one that i read. I don't feel anything for this Mica, but she makes me smile.

For some reason, I became excited to receive another letter from her. I just hope I can give it to her again. Her writing is also beautiful, it looks like a font style but she really did the work.

I don't like reading. Maybe that's the reason why I always ignore love letters. But now, I am used to it.

Even though I look like a fool, I still read the letter over and over again. I memorized every letter and curve of the letter.

Micaela Yumol.

Her name is the one in the anime. She look a bit like that girl. It's because of her ex.

What is the title of that anime again?

Ghost Fighter.