Living like this, neither able to truly live nor die, I lost track of how many days had passed.
I hated myself for clinging to this miserable existence.
Yet I couldn't find any opportunity to end it all.
Scarlett kept me locked in a room where everything was smooth and rounded, devoid of any dangerous objects.
She gave me no chance to take my own life.
"You love Evelina, so you'll keep on living to watch her fall deeper into the abyss step by step," Scarlett had said.
My legs remained immobile.
No matter how hard I clenched my teeth, I couldn't move even half a step.
Countless times in my dreams, I returned to that night, racing towards the ocean in my wheelchair.
But always, at the crucial moment, someone would forcefully stop me, preventing me from taking that final step.
When I woke, I couldn't even shed a single tear.
Another day had dawned.
Today I was luckier, as Scarlett wasn't around.