The kiss deepened, and Vexaria's heart thundered in her chest as Xypheron pulled her closer. His hand was at her waist, firm yet gentle, as if he were holding onto something fragile—something he feared he might lose. She could feel the heat radiating off him, the power in his touch, and it made her dizzy.
Everything she had fought against, every reason she had told herself for why she couldn't give in to him, seemed to vanish in that moment. His lips were demanding, but there was a tenderness to them that caught her off guard. For a brief, fleeting second, she forgot the walls she had so carefully built, the walls that had kept her safe from his influence.
Her hands moved of their own accord, sliding up his chest, feeling the hard muscles beneath his tunic, the strength he radiated. The world around them disappeared. There was only the sound of their breathing, their hearts pounding in sync, the sensation of being pulled toward him as if they were two forces drawn by an inevitable magnetism.
But just as she was beginning to lose herself in him, a flash of clarity struck her like a bolt of lightning, and she pushed him away roughly, her chest heaving as she broke the kiss. Her mind raced, a swirl of confusion, guilt, and desire.
"What are we doing?" she whispered, her voice shaking, though she didn't know whether it was from the kiss or the emotions that were crashing over her.
Xypheron didn't move immediately. He let her go, but his gaze never left hers. There was something in the depths of his eyes—something dark and dangerous—that made her pulse race even faster. But there was also something raw and vulnerable, something she had never expected from the man who had always been her enemy.
"We're not doing anything," he said quietly, his voice low, almost tender. "But I think you're starting to realize that you don't want to stop."
Vexaria's hands clenched at her sides as she tried to regain her composure. "I don't want this. I don't want you."
His lips quirked into a half-smile, but it didn't reach his eyes. "You're lying to yourself again, Vexaria. You're not fooling anyone. Least of all me."
Her throat tightened. "You don't know me."
Xypheron's gaze softened just slightly, and he stepped closer again, though he didn't touch her. "I'm starting to. But there's still so much more to learn."
Vexaria shook her head, trying to break free from the pull between them, but it was like trying to fight the tide. She felt herself being pulled back to him, no matter how much she resisted.
"I don't want to be some game for you," she said, her voice low and edged with desperation. "I don't want to be part of your conquest."
He reached out then, his fingers gently brushing her cheek, and for a moment, it felt as if the whole world had stopped. "You're not a game