Chapter 3 Why...

Axel POV

Finally, she stopped next to one of the doors. I was about to tell her off when she opened the door without knocking, and my heart had stopped...

That cannot be true... is it some kind of joke or a nightmare?

Serena was embarrassed by a man who was kissing her, she was wearing sensual lingerie and there was no struggle from her side, Serena was enjoying his actions.

I was stunned and confused, and my anger was rising in me by the second. But the most important thing is I could not understand WHY...

She opened her eyes and finally realized there were more people in the room.

There were so many emotions in her eyes, but I could not understand them, nor was I capable at this moment.

I was a mess, and there was one question in my mind:

"Why… was I not enough for you? Was it all a lie?"- I managed to find my voice and ask her

-" I..I am..it just want.."- Serena was trying to make some kind of excuses, I guess she did not expect me to cough her in the action.

My anger was boiling inside of me, I wanted to crash something...everything...I wanted to crash the...the pain and the feeling of betrayal was so unreasonable...the urge to kill that man was too strong...

I heet to get out af here, to leave thus nightmare, I need to wake up and everything will OK, I will see Serena in the church and we will get married...

I turn around and walk to the stairs. I just need to get out; my mind is cloudy, and I need time to think.

-"Alex, wait... Serena does not deserve you. I have told you many times, she..." - Livia was practically running after me; I guess she was trying to be my friend, but at this moment I was not really ready to see or hear anyone.

I turned to force her; she got hold of her tracks. I could see a fear in her eyes. I was very angry, and I was not trying to conceal my feelings.

-"Do not follow me"- l snapped at her. "I don't have the ability to listen or understand anyone at the moment, so you better do as I say"-

I opened the door to the emergency exit and run down the stairs as fast as possible, I need to get as far away from Serena as I possibly could. Because I don't think I could hold myself together if I saw them again.

Taking my phone from my pocket, I dialed my driver Oliver: "Get the car ready. I'm 5 minutes. I did not wait for his answer and continued with my journey down the stairs and downfall with my life.

Finally reaching the exit to the garage, I walked to my car that was parked in the VIP section; it was a sleek black Lamborghini Murcielago. My driver was standing next to the car and holding the keys. He did not ask anything; I was not in the condition to converse with anyone, and he could read the room fast.

Not wasting any time, I jumped into the car and zoomed out of the building. I had no distraction in my mind, just to get somewhere where I could get rid of this pain.

Roads were surprisingly empty, and it didn't take me long to get to the highway where I could accelerate the car and get the hell out of this place.

I had been driving for hours now, and I had no idea where I was headed. My phone was going nuts; there were probably all the guests and my parents trying to reach me, but at this moment I was not ready to see or to talk to anyone. I need to calm myself and this urge to smash and tear that man to pieces.

And most importantly, to stop myself from hurting Serena, even after what she did to me, I cannot harm her... I love her... FUCK... I love her so much...

I just cannot understand WHY: Did I not treat her well? Was she that desperate? Or was it all a big lie and she was after my money...?

But it already was her; everything that belonged to me and myself, everything was hers... she just needed to tell me, and I would bring it to her feet... Did she pretend all this time...lying for so many years...that cannot be true... Because I feel her...the warmth…the touch…or was she that good of an actress!!!?

But it didn't matter anymore; she made her choice, and I need to accept it. I need to accept the life without Serena.

I got lost in time and drove almost without stopping, only a few times to fill up with gas.

There was a sign pointing towards Vegas, and without thinking, I turned that way.

I guess this was the best place to be right now; no one cares there about you; they only care about the money, and for their luck, I have had a lot of it...