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He hates me,doesn't he? There is no point in asking him. It's clear.

This is bullying. Assault. He looks at me like I did something to him.

I have never been a bad person to anyone. Then why does he behave this way?

But most importantly,why am I behaving this way.

He is constantly humiliating me. He tortures me. He abuses me. But why am I still longing for him? Why do I see the passion in his eyes? Why do I want to grab his hair , pull him towards me and kiss him .

Why do I want to take whatever he is giving me? Let him know that I am ready to accept it?

Is he enjoying this? More importantly, am I enjoying this?