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Over the next few months, we became closer. We used to hang out in the library mostly. But we started meeting outside too. 

We would be talking mostly about studies. Somehow, he didn't seem comfortable sharing his personal details and never prodded for mine.

But even though we didn't know each others personal details ,we somehow knew each other very well. I know he likes strong coffee with skimmed milk while when he ordered he orders mine with extra syrup and cream. I know he likes talking about space. In fact , he would go on regarding that topic. He was far more comfortable speaking now. 

I felt he was adorable. Although his face was covered with hair, I knew he was cute. He was smiling more often these days, and I kid you not, its the most beautiful smile.

"I have the latest edition of Sandman at my home."

"No way. I couldn't find it anywhere. I have been searching for it everywhere and I could not find one . How did you get it ?"

"Do you want to read it?"

"Are you kidding? Of course!"

"It's at my house. Do you want to come over?"

This is the first time he asked me to come over. Does this mean we are close now?

"Is that okay?"

"Yes"

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We went over to his house. It was an apartment, not too far away from the university.

His house looked pretty clean and neat but he said he resided alone. He must be a neat freak. 

Everything was in its place and in order. Way different from my room. 

I sat on the sofa while he got me water. There were some photos hanging on the wall by the kitchen. I couldn't see them clearly.

He quickly changed to his normal clothes while I drank the water. He brought the comic out and I jumped , all excited.

"We can read it together. I haven't read it yet ."

"Huh? Together ?"

"Yes. I don't want the spoilers out from your mouth." Look at him getting all cheeky.

"Whatever. Just get over here. "

I sat on the floor with my back resting on the couch. And patted on the ground next to me.

He sat over with the book in his hands. he bended his knees to place the book on his lap and turned the pages.

I leaned over to read. The font was small, I had to be close to read the book. He can see it in Ultra 4KHD with his glasses. My poor eyes will have to strain. But for Sandman, its a small sacrifice.

He would finish reading quickly but would wait patiently for me to read.

I leaned closer and closer to the book with each turn of page.

Five pages down, I realized I was too close. How did I realize? I felt his breath on my neck.

It felt tingly. I couldn't concentrate now. His breathing was becoming heavier. I could fell my heart racing.

Wait, This is not right. He is my friend. I never thought of him that way. 

I admit I find him cute. But like a hamster cute. Not 'this' cute. 

I tried adjusting my position and to lean back when he leaned forward and pecked my cheeks.

My heart started racing. Does he...? No way. I never felt that from him.

I leaned back and straightened myself and looked at him. He looked at me too.

I dont know how I feel. My heart is racing. I am scared but its not like I didnt like it .

Wait . Does that mean ,I like him ?

He leaned forward again. I stayed still. I wanted to see what he would do next. 

He placed his hand on my cheek and his thumb on my lips.

My mouth moved on its own. I dont think I can control myself well now.

I bit his thumb lightly and stated licking it .

It was all the invitation he needed.

He pushed me onto the ground and started kissing me. 

I kissed back. We are engaged in some passionate kissing for about five minutes when I pulled back to breathe.

He was on top of me looking at me. His hair fell to the front.

I grabbed his glasses and put them on the coffee table.

His eyes were beautiful. 

"I knew you looked handsome." I touched his face.

He rubbed his face against my hand. His body started moving against mine.

He quickly started unbuttoning my shirt and loosened my pants. 

Aren't we going too quickly? But I couldn't stop. I wanted him.

He pulled his sweatshirt over his head .

He kissed me and started moving away from my mouth.

He travelled to my neck and then to my nipple.

He started pecking at one while his hand rubbed the other.

And then he bit my nipple. I moaned.

He stopped and looked at me.

"You like that?"

Without waiting for my answer,he continued biting me.

Small bites around my chest and nipple while his hand rubbed down on me.

I grabbed his too and started massaging gently.

He bit my nipple again a little harder this time and pulled his head back. The pain made me arch my back . He quickly put his hand under my back and turned me .

Slowly he slid his fingers inside my hole. It hurt.

I flinched .

He stopped.

"Did that hurt? I will be gentle. We need to loosen you up." He got up and went inside his room.

I still laid on my back. Where did he go?

I put a pillow under my chin,while still on my back.

Before I could think about anything else,he came back with a tube in his hand. He had some jelly like substance on his finger .

He slowly sat on top of me and put his two fingers inside me.

This was much more easier to accept. I unknowingly moaned slightly and bit the side of the pillow so as not to make a sound. My moaning was embarassing for me.

"No,I want to hear it" He said as he removed the pillow from under my face.

He went back to fingering me and I started moaning again.

My nails scratched the soft carpet while he was enjoying my voice.

He turned me back . Now I was facing him and he stopped fingering me.

And then suddenly instead of the two fingers ,I could feel something else inside me.

He put it in.

It felt painful but nice. He gently started thrusting in me. I grabbed his hair and pulled him a bit closer to me.

Now we were kind of hugging. We started kissing each other and slowly with the increased passion ,his thrusting became more intense.

I was about to cum.

He could sense it.

"Let's cum together." He said and started to thrust. "I will pull out. Don't worry "

How does he know what I am thinking?

The moment he pulled out ,I knew it was okay to cum. As soon as he pulled out, I quickly held both of ours in my hand and rubbed . We both came together.

He laid next to me. He must be tired afterall.

I could feel his laboured breathing. I could feel my heart too.

He was looking at me now.

I turned my head.

"I love you,Dyl."

Dyl. No one called me Dyl. I don't know when he started calling me that. Was it when I called him Lexie? I liked hearing him call me Dyl. I don't think it would sound right from someone else's mouth.

The moment he said those words,it was clear.

"I love you too,Lexie."

I quickly got on top off him. To this man, I wanted to give everything of mine. Starting with my kisses.

Slowly kisses turned passionate and I started grinding on him. It was time for round two. He knew . He smiled and was about to push me down. But I resisted. This time,let me make him happy.

If only,I knew that this would all disappear tomorrow then I would not have done this. I would have saved him the hurt. It would have been better,Right?