25.

How did things turn out like this? I can barely control myself . He is enjoying this, isn't he?

I am currently attending a meeting with client. I am sitting right behind Lexie,I mean,Mr. Blackwell.

I am really trying to take notes but it's hard with the vibration . He increased the speed now. I am having a hard time paying attention right now. If I miss taking notes, it will give him a chance to punish me.

I shouldn't have agreed to it. It wasn't that bad before. How did it turn out like this? Why did it become too late to back out now?

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Post our conversation in the shower, he went to bed. I tried sleeping to but there were too many things in my mind. I didn't want to move or make a noise right now.

I don't know if he is asleep. But I closed my eyes and decided to take on tomorrow head on. I slowly drifted to sleep.

We woke up the next day and got ready to go back. From the time we woke up to the time we reached back, we did not speak a word. We had lunch seperately ,like an unspoken understanding.

Soon at the airport, Lisa had come to pick us up. But I did not want to be in the same car as him so I told her that I have some work but she insisted.

"It's on the way. Why would you want another cab? I am sure Alex won't mind either." She said confidently.

I looked at him. You don't know Lisa. He would definitely mind right now.

"I don't have time. Get in. " He spoke to noone in general.

Lisa smiled. I sighed.

I quickly put our luggage in the car.

Lisa drove while I sat in the front. He was in the backseat with his eyes closed.

Sensing that he didn't want to speak much, Lisa directed her questions to me.

How was the meeting? What was being said? Did I get to meet people?

I briefly explained to herhow the meeting went and the details and the other secretaries I met there.

And then I saw her mischievous smile.

"So, you like anyone there? Pretty sure somone would have asked you out."

I looked through the rearview mirror. His eyes were now open and he looked at the mirror. Now we were looking at each other.

"No one. "I said ,mey eyes still on the mirror.

"Come on, not even Jessica?" She would definitely know them well. How do I tell her that it was Jordan who asked me out.

"I think,at least ,Jordan would have asked you out. He likes your type and he will be staright forward."

I froze. Does she know something?

"How do you know I am his type?" Was all I could ask.

My eyes were flirting through the mirror. He had his eyes closed again.

"Well, he did tell me the last time he met . And I just remembered that his type looks like you. Haha. "She laughed."He makes girls swoon for him. Too bad he likes men,or I would have given it a try." She winked.

I chuckled. It's fun to see Lisa being mischievous.

From the mirror, I saw his eyes back on me. He seemed angry. Is it because of Jordan? Was he jealous? No,can't be. Maybe it's because I am happy. Well then, I should make him more angry shouldn't I?

"He is handsome, I will admit, he is also kind." I stated as a matter of fact.

Lisa looked at me. she was in a joyful mood I guess.

"Ooh,Then you should date him! "

"I should ,shouldn't I?"

I looked over in the mirror again.Did I make him more angry? Yes I did. It was on his face. Serves him right. I have decided to face him head on that doesn't mean I will give in easily.

Plus his angry face is kind of looking cute to me now.

Lisa dropped me off in front of my house. As I closed the car door ,I leaned near the window .

"ThanksLisa, I will see you tomorrow. " And then I turned to him.

"Goodnight Mr. Blackwell. I will see you tomorrow." And popped a smile at him. He ignored me at looked at the other direction.

Look at you being all cute.

As they drove off, I walked to my house and got in. I quickly bathed and headed to bed. I didn't want any dinner. I have to sleep right away if I want energy to face tomorrow.

He is going to make it difficult. I know that for sure. But this time,I want to stay and be next to him,even if he hates me. I want to explain what happ ned that day and tell him my reason. I want to tell him that I never used him and that it wasn't a game.

And if everything goes well, someday,I would be able to tell him that I still love him.