Doughnut or Do not
Jay-jay's POV
Weird! Sobrang weird! Super duper weird! Super duper ultra weird! Super duper ultra omega to the highest level weird! You look weird Jay-jay. I'm standing in front of my table while looking at the food. Yes, at THE food. There's a box of donuts on my table. There's also coffee from Starbucks. "Jay-jay!" Ci-N greeted me as she approached. She looked at a box of donuts. Her eyes immediately widened in joy that you thought the food in front of her was for her. "Money!" She said and was about to reach for the box but I slapped her hand hard. "...Ouch!" "Just take it! We don't know who it's from!" "Of course, one of our classmates! You don't have a lover outside to bring you something like that!" He said annoyed while rubbing his hand. My eyes narrowed at him. "I know it's from your fellow Ulopong! I mean, which one of them?!" We looked at the Ulopongs together. Eman was the ï¬rst one that came to my mind because he's our cook here. Our eyes met but he just raised an eyebrow at us. Okay, not him! Yuri was the next one we looked at. He just smiled and waved at me. Okay, not him either! I turned to the left where the other troops were side by side in their mischief and ï¬ghting. I went to Edrix who was busy on the phone ï¬rst but the Idiot didn't even notice. He looked like he was playing something on his cellphone. Okay, not him either! Rory was next to him writing something in his notebook. He looked at my behavior and quickly turned to the notebook. It was as if he was listing something that I couldn't understand. Not him either. Just not him! He's also greedy, if that came from him, only a box will reach me! I followed Mayo. He had a chance to look at Kit but quickly turned to face Josh, who was talking to him. It didn't seem like he was either. His focus was on Kit. I was targeting the person he was talking to. But it didn't seem like he was either. Because if it was him, he would give his pet cat ï¬rst before me. Tsk! Tsk! Tsk! I was about to look in that direction but I stopped when I saw Ci-N. The box was already open and he already had a donut in his hand and he was still taking a bite. "Oh! I just forgot for a moment!" "Ma....rap." he said while his mouth was full. I frowned. "What?!" He could only chew his food in response. He wasn't satisï¬ed yet. He took another one before sitting down in his place. I sat down as well while scratching the back of my head. The conversation was just about food . Haizt! I simply glanced at the donut. It looked really delicious. Different flavors and it looked like it came from an expensive donut shop. I could only afford 11 pesos each. I looked at the Ulopongs near me. They were looking and quickly looked away. It was as if they were really waiting to see if I would take it or not. Tsk! If I take it----of course I can eat it. I don't care what they think. The donut is delicious. But if I do what they expect----Just! I'll eat it! No more thinking. Why would I think about it? This is food, hey! Food is life! My life to be exact. Lapang if lapang! I don't care if they think I lost because I accepted the gift. I took one and quickly ate it. I heard someone making noise but I ignored it. I just ate it and Ci-N followed me. I looked at David who had just arrived. He raised one eyebrow at us and seemed to be asking where we were eating from. "Do you want it? Take it." I offered. "Maybe just the coffee." He said and took a sip of the coffee. He looked like he was staying up late again. After all, he always seemed to be up late. He was just going to sleep until later. David, who had a social instinct but was always quiet. We were about to ï¬nish the donuts when I looked at the box. There was writing covered by the remaining donuts. I took the rest and let Ci-N hold them so I could read the writing. 'Congratulations, Because you ate the contents of this. It means you agree to go on a date with me. Later after class. â€"Felix.' My eyebrows raised. Felix gave it to me? How awesome! And what date?! Son of a... I was so touched! I quickly stood up and threw the box at Felix, who was currently smiling crookedly. He ducked to avoid it. "I didn't say I agreed!" I shouted at him angrily. "...after all, I didn't eat it, Ci-N!" "But you still ate it." He said with a smile. "Just! I won't date you!" I went back to my seat and leaned back with my arms crossed. I could still hear their teasing and laughing. These Ulopongs thought they would ï¬nd out about me like that. No way! What a fool, man! Sir Alvin arrived and our class began. He started by giving instructions on our upcoming exam until.... "You only have half a day today." He announced. I sat up straight. One of my ears barely grew big enough to hear what Sir said properly. "...The board members and faculty are having a meeting." The Ulopongs quickly celebrated. Some even clapped and shouted as if they had won the lottery. Sometimes, apart from being Ulopongs and Dead Guts, they were also OAs. Sir continued teaching even though my attention was only on what he announced. Hehehe... Time passed without me realizing it. Our class ended and of course, there was no more school so I quickly packed my things. I was about to leave the room when I heard Felix calling me. "Wait for me! We still have a date!" I winced. He thought I would agree to the date he was talking about. "Do you have a date?" Ci asked who suddenly appeared in front of me. I almost cursed at him because of the shock. He was even more of a mushroom when he suddenly appeared. I looked at him annoyed. "No way! Let's go, let's go home!" I said while pulling on her bag. I took big steps away from our room to avoid Felix. He was in charge of his life. He had a date, he looked like he was okay. When we arrived at the gate, we joined the groups of students. I could still hear my name being called. When I went out, I let go of Ci and ran. I knew the little boy would follow me. When I felt tired, I stopped right there. We were already a long way from school. "Hey! Jay-jay!" Ci-N called me annoyed. I caught my breath before answering. I was running so fast earlier. I even beat him to the marathon. I felt long-legged. "Jay-jay!" He called again. I turned to face him annoyed and was about to talk to him but my tongue fell back when I saw the person next to him. Felix was leaning against the car and Percy was peeking out the window. They were both laughing and smiling at me. I looked at Ci- N with a grin . "You're still running! They're in the car!" He said annoyed. "I was calling you earlier." "I'm sorry." "You thought you could escape me." Felix was teasing. "...you're so smart , bro." That was my line! "You thought I'd agree to go on a date with you." I imitated his tone. "...you're so smart, bro." "Going for a walk." Ci said. I shook my head. No matter where they took me. Be it Enchanted Kingdom or Disneyland. "Go shopping." He added. I shook my head again. Even if they bought the entire Philippines. "Food." I shook my head again. Even if it was all foodâ€"I might have agreed. "Free." I shook my headâ€"wait a minute! That's another story. It's free, after all. I looked at Ci-N who was smiling at me. Felix and Percy were already holding the steering wheel of the car. They're going to agree! They're going to agree! NO! I'm not going to be fooled by that free thing. Whatever it is. No! No! No! "Okay. I want Pizza." I said and quickly got in the car. Ci-N and Felix clapped their hands in excitement. I took my seat in the backseat and Batang Kumag followed me. "Who said you were with me?" Percy asked Ci irritably. "Jay-jay." He quickly answered while grabbing my arm. I wasn't saying anything, was I? "That's okay so I don't forget Jay-jay." Felix said while fastening his seatbelt. He turned to face me then winked. I just felt like I was being sucked into the air. I feel like this Cat is infected with the King's arrogance. It could also be because he's a Cobra that's why he's like that. He's a Cat. He's Felix the Cat. If I weren't hungry, I wouldn't have gone with them. I'll just think about Percy and Ci-N inviting me. I know this is what this other one is planning . I know this is part of their trickery. He thought I would get through this Date. I feel bad for him, despite what we've been throughâ€"not that I'm blaming him. But I'm really going to blame him. I know he used to be angry with me because Aries is my blood relativeâ€"who he blames for Percy's death. That's probably why he's so persistent with their plan . My chest hurts when I remember that. I simply looked at the two brothers in front of us. They must have planned this. Every time Percy and I were together, there was a chance he would bring Felix into the conversation.He asked me if I hadn't forgiven his brother yet or if he was going to force me to talk to him. It was different! I guess I shouldn't have eaten the donut. The car's speed gradually slowed down. I looked out the window. I saw a vintage style Pizza House. The car turned right into the parking area. Felix and Ci-N got out ï¬rst. Percy and I followed. "We're just looking for an empty table." Felix said and quickly walked inside. "Pizza! Pizza! Pizza! Pizza!" Ci-N sang as she followed Felix. "Hey! You'll pay for it, you'll eat it, okay?" Percy shouted at Ci. The Little Kumag ignored him until they got inside. I quickly turned to Percy and looked at him evilly. "What is this?! Is this your plan?!" He smiled at me with his hand on his cheek. "I'm just helping my brother. I want us to be a Happy Family." I pointed at him in the face. "Your face is Happy Family! You're my only brother, Felix isn't!" Percy is my stepbrother because he is the son of my father's wife. Felix is his stepbrother because his mother is his ather's wife. So, where? Did he become a relative on my side? In the basement? "Let's adopt Felix. Let's make him Mariano too. After all, he's not a real Collins." I threw a punch at him but he quickly dodged it. All I knew was that Felix was only made a Collins because of Percy's Dad. He said he wanted to take him to America by chance. I walked closer to the entrance of the restaurant but before I could touch the door, Percy stopped me. His eyes were looking at me seriously. "If you force me to adopt Felixâ€"." "That's not it." He cut me off from what I was going to say. "...give Felix a chance to explain." My eyebrows met his. "Even ifâ€"." "Jay. Everyone makes mistakes. Felix made a mistake but please don't deny him his rights." "Rights?" "Rights to forgive and give him a chance." He smiled at me. "...my brother's handsomeness is a waste. He inherited it from me, so give him a chance." That was really intrusive. I was about to slap him but he quickly went inside. My hand almost hit the door. The pain hadn't completely gone away yet so it was good that I moved away immediately. I was hesitant to go inside. There weren't that many people eating. The interior design was all old. From the table to the lights on the ceiling. I saw Ci-N and Percy in a corner as if pushing each other. They were starting to look at each other because of what they were doing. "I said! I'm next to him!" I heard Ci say. "No! I! I'm the brother! I'm over there!" Percy replied. "What are you doing?" I snapped at them annoyed. The two quickly walked away and they almost pointed at each other at the same time. "I said I'm the one you want next to." The Little Kumag explained. "I'm the brother. That's why I should be." I just shook my head at them. These two really can't be together . Rather than fuel their ï¬ght, I chose to sit in the two-person seat near them. Before the two idiots could even ï¬ght over who would sit opposite me. Felix had already sat in the seat opposite me. It was supposed to be one-person. "Why? What's wrong?" He asked innocently while the two looked at him. "A thief." Percy said sternly to him. Ci-N sobbed as if she was about to cry. They were forced to take a seat in the two-person seat near us. The two immediately looked at each other with disdain . "What do you want to eat?" Felix asked. "I feel like eating a live chicken." I said sarcastically. "...Probably Pizza. I told you earlier, right?" He just scratched his head. "Sorry." He waved at a waiter near us. He asked for a menu which he quickly gave. Even the two young minds were given one . He said my order and of course because the two of them were so stubborn. They even outdid the party- goers with their large orders. They almost argued over which one was tastier. The feeling that they were really the center of the chaos. It's a good thing there weren't that many people here. I felt like the food here wasn't really that good. I hope not, I might not enjoy it. I don't enjoy my company anymore, I don't enjoy the food. "Jay-jay." Felix called to me. I pretended not to hear him. I kept looking around and looking at their designs around me. I think I even tripped the light bulb on the ceiling. "I know you can hear me." He said. "...I just hope you understand my explanation." I felt a pang in the air. It was really wrong of me to come along. That's so ree! You look so free! Those snakes are as cunning as snakes! They're taking advantage of my weakness. I should have thought of a strategy to avoid their antics. "I'm sorry Jay." He started. "...I'm sorry if we lied to you. You can't blame me, I'm angry with you. When I see you, I really remember Aries. Everything comes back to my mind." "I know that." I answered lifelessly. "...you don't have to repeat it." "Yes, but I don't think you know yet that not everything that happened to us was a lie." I looked at him with my eyebrows furrowed and confused. I didn't understand what he meant. He smiled at me and held my hand but I immediately snatched it away. "What happened with the whole of Section E wasn't a lie. The times when we were happy, the days when you helped us face our problems, the time when we were happy because a stubborn Jay-jay came to us." He shook his head while smiling. "...it's all true." It was nice to hear sweet words but scary to believe. I looked at Ci-N's place. They were obviously listening to us but seemed to be indifferent. I faced Felix again but this time, my gaze was light on him. Just like I felt with Yuri and Ci-N when I put up with them. I feel the same way now. There's a pain in my chest. "How did you say that? It's a lie, right? A kind of deception." I laughed bitterly. "...and that's the concept. To make you believe something that's not true." Felix looked at me seriously. It was as if he was hurt by what I said. I can't blame him but that's what I've been thinking all along. I blamed myself because they fooled me. I thought I was stupid that's why they did that. But something was wrong, because even the smartest people in the world get fooled in other ways. It just means, their deception goes through a process. In a way that can get you on board. In a way that makes you believe quickly. By showing the truth but behind it is the real deception. And that's the process of being a fool. I believe that the things that happened when I didn't know were true. Our laughter and teasing. How they would support me. To me, all of that was true. But behind all that laughter we had, it was all there. Everything that would break me. "I know it's hard to believe... But we gradually let go of the plan." He stared into my eyes as he said that. "...because Keifer stopped a long time ago. We could feel that he stopped, because even he..." He smiled. "...the feelings for you are becoming real." Shutanginames! My mouth dropped open. I was about to speak but my tongue seemed to retract. I also blinked, causing me to look away from him. Ci-N and I looked at each other exactly. He was smiling and seemed very proud of what Felix had said. It was as if he was also saying that what he was saying was true. "To be honest, I have changed my view of women because of you. We became friends and you kept me company even though I was trying to push you away." He held my hand again but this time, he didn't let go. "...My classmates and I are so sorry. I regret forcing that plan on Keifer. I understand your anger but I hope you give me or us a chance to prove to you that you are important to us....that you belong to us." My tongue remained stuck. Confused. Confused. So confused. I don't know what to believe.