What now
Jay Jay's pov
I heard a knock on my bedroom door along with a shout. "Hurry up! We're going to be late!" It was Aries. I took a deep breath. I rinsed my mouth and washed my toothbrush before leaving the bathroom. I went straight to the door and opened it. His eyebrows quickly crossed when he saw that I hadn't showered yet. "What's that?! What time is it?!" He said annoyed. I looked at him bored. "I don't know. Don't you have a watch? Why don't you â€"STOP!" I almost sat on the floor from the force of his slapping me. I had two hands on my head while I was in tears. This shit! It's like no one gives orders! "STOP! That's so painful!" I told him annoyed. "You can stop that!!" He replied angrily. "...you're affecting that guy too much!" Just kidding! I thought it was easy NOT to affect. If he was still right about Ella, he thought I didn't know that! He wouldn't come back if he did. There's still a lot of art! You guys have a love life! "It's annoying! You go ï¬rst! I'll just go pick up the Ulopongs!" "What Ulopong?" He asked in surprise. "My classmates." He was obviously hesitant about whether he would agree to what I said. But if he didn't leave yet, he would deï¬nitely be late. Being late wasn't allowed for them because they were in the higher section. "Okay. It's up to you. But text me, okay? And don't leave the house until you pick him up." He ordered sternly while still staring at me. "Yes! Get out!" He turned his back on me so I closed the door. I went back to the bathroom and continued the ritualâ€"this time taking a shower. The truth is, I really don't plan on picking up any of the Ulopongs. I won't involve them in being late. If Sato threatens, then let him take care of it. I really need to face my fear. Nothing will happen to me if I scare him. I don't even know him, maybe later he'll just be a threat. I was soaked in water and even though the skin on my ï¬ngers was peeling, I couldn't even think of leaving the shower. After drying myself off, I looked at my face in the mirror. The redness was gone and there were only a few scratches. I ï¬xed myself up and got dressed. While putting on my shoes, I heard my cellphone ring. A text came. I ï¬nished what I was doing before looking at it. The text was from Yuri. From: Pres.Yuri Message: where are you? Why aren't you here yet? I quickly typed an answer to him. To: Pres.Yuri Message: still at home. I'm going to be late. From: Pres.Yuri Message: you're late. I'll pick you up. He's probably already at school because of his questioning. It would be embarrassing if he came back here just to pick me up. To: Pres.Yuri Message: don't. I'm leaving, bro. I'll see you there. I didn't wait for his answer. I already arranged what I was going to bring. I also checked if I forgot anything. After making sure everything was okay, I just went out. I said goodbye to one of the maids. When I came out of the gate, I noticed a taxi arriving. It was a bit surprising because there weren't many taxis passing through this village. People here are wealthy. They had cars! But even so, I still flagged it down. Maybe he was just dropping off a passenger not far away. The taxi stopped in front of me. I decided to get in rather than wait around the corner. Maybe Sato would be around later. When I got in, I didn't immediately notice that someone was sitting next to the driver. I had already closed the door before I saw that he already had a passenger. "Oh, sorry. You already have aâ€"." I couldn't ï¬nish what I was going to say when I heard the door lock. I immediately tried to open the door but it was too late. The car sped away quickly. "W-who are you?! What do you need from me?!" I shouted as I banged the car window. None of them moved and turned to look at me. Both were wearing bonnets and black t-shirts or jackets. I took the opportunity to take out my cellphone and dial a number. It seemed like one of them noticed me. The one sitting next to the driver turned around and tried to reach for my cellphone. I blocked his leg so he couldn't get close. "Give me that!" He shouted. "I don't want it! Get away from me!" I also kicked him so he couldn't reach me. I looked at my cellphone and noticed that Yuri was calling. I immediately answered it. "YURI!" I shouted as I pushed the cellphone away. "...HELP....ME! HELP....ME! SOMEONE ....KIDNAPPED....ME!" "I TOLD YOU!!" The man shouted as he grabbed my cellphone. "GIVE IT BACK! YUUURRRIII!!!" He hung up the call and threw a rock at the dashboard of the car. I was so annoyed that I kicked their seats. "Stop it! We might have an accident!" The driver shouted at his companion. Before his companion could even move, he grabbed my cellphone. I choked him with my arm from behind. He had a headlock on me. My arm hurt but I held on as hard as I could. "P-pre! P-kill me!" He said it was hard. One of them tried to stop me but he couldn't concentrate because he was driving. "Let go of the one I'm with!" He said and tried to pull my arm away. He dug his nails into my skin, making me scream but I tightened my grip even more. "You're a f*cking woman!" The driver shouted while looking at the road. "You're a man!" I replied to him. You thought you were the only one who knew how to swear! His nails dug in deeper. My grip on him was loosening due to the pain. I immediately kicked his side. I didn't care if he was driving. The car swerved for a moment because of what I did. I did it again and the car started to shake. The cars behind us honked their horns one after another. "You're a liar!" He shouted at me again. "Argh! You're a liar!" I shouted too. I continued kicking when someone suddenly crashed into our vehicle. I let go of the man I was choking on and lay down completely in the backseat. "Who's that!" The driver shouted while trying to peek at the car behind me. That's when I noticed that we were already on the highway. I got up and peeked outside to make sure. We were already on the highway! I looked at the two of them. The driver was busy avoiding the car behind him. The other one was constantly coughing and gasping for breath. "Where are you taking me?!" I asked angrily. None of them moved until someone crashed into me from behind again. I almost fell over because of the force. I peeked at the back and saw another familiar car. "YURI!!" I shouted. I knew he couldn't hear me but I was still getting involved. He looked at my behavior and his expression quickly changed to one of concern. He gestured at me as if telling me to pull over to the other side. I did so even though I was full of surprise. He crashed into the car again . I almost screamed because of the force. I was afraid of having an accident but if this was the only way. I was ready to go back to the hospital. But I was more worried when the taxi I was riding in suddenly backed up to hit Yuri's car. I was nervous so I glanced at him but he didn't seem to mind. It couldn't be like this. I had to help!! I faced the driver and kicked him again. "Hey! Stop!" His companion shouted and tried to stop me. That's why I kicked him too. The taxi we were riding in crashed again and unexpectedly the car spun around. I heard the sound of the tires rubbing on the asphalt road . I put both my hands on my head and bent down to prepare myself for the strong impact. The car stopped spinning on its own and there was no impact. There was a smell of burning rubber and smoke all around. I heard the door open so I got up. The driver and his companion were gone. I was stunned, unable to understand what had happened. I almost passed out again! The door next to me opened so I turned around. I saw Yuri who was full of concern for me. "Jay! Are you okay?" He asked worriedly. I willingly hugged him. My whole body was shaking. I was also sweating. "I-I almost did!" "Ssshhhh... It's okay. I'm here." He whispered to me. "Y-yuri...." I almost cried. He was still hugging me. He was tight and I was afraid to let go. It was as if what had happened didn't want to sink into my brain. Yuri released me from the hug. He held me on both cheeks with both hands. I forced my face to face him. "You're not hurt? Didn't they do anything to you? What are you feeling?" He asked one after another. I shook my head. "W-you're not hurt." I looked around the taxi. There was a wallet on the driver's seat. I took it and handed it to Yuri. "B-maybe it can help us." He nodded and took out his ID. I looked inside the taxi again and saw my cellphone on the floor. I picked it up along with my bag. "Let's get out of here." My tone was conversational with him. "Okay." He replied and got out ï¬rst. I followed but I was only one step away when my knees gave out. I almost fell but Yuri immediately helped me up. He helped me until I got close to his car. He let me get in before taking out his cellphone and motioning for someone to call. I just nodded at him. I stared at the taxi in front of us. It's hard to believe that even a public transport like that would be used to kidnap me. I have no proof but I have a feeling Sato is the one who is planning this. Who else is trying to take my life? It's annoying!! I can't just be scared. I have to ï¬ght that idiot. You're a Japanese! I'll send you back to Japan with just one kick. My thoughts were interrupted when I heard the car door close. Yuri had already gotten in before I knew it. "I called the police to report what happened. I need your statement." He explained. "...are you going to say someone is trying to kill you?" I shook my head. "The trouble will only get worse. Let's just say it's a simple case of holdup." He nodded. Not long after, the police arrived. We told them what we had discussed and we spent almost 30 minutes talking to them. The police wanted to summon our parents because we were minors but Yuri introduced himself and said he would just send a representative to their precinct. "They said the taxi was stolen. They reported it to them the other day." Yuri opened the door as he got into his car. "...it looks like they really planned this." My ï¬st clenched. They were really waiting for me. It looked like they had been planning to put me in that taxi for a long time. Bad luck! If only I hadn't gone with Aries! Yuri started the car. "I'll take you to the hospital forâ€"." "To school." I cut him off. "...I wasn't hurt earlier. I'm ï¬ne." He didn't speak for a long time, as if he was thinking about what I said. "I understand, but please tell me if you feel something." I nodded without looking at him. I was still annoyed by that taxi kidnap-kidnap thing. I couldn't take another taxi like that. I was silent the entire trip until we got to school. When I got out of the car, I stopped. Where was the room? I was going to ask Yuri but I decided to just follow him. He was on the other side of the main building and headed straight to the...auditorium? Yesterday was gymnasium, now it's the auditorium. We might even be kicked out of here. It's embarrassing for them! When we entered, the Ulopongs were in a corner. Sitting on the floor with a teacher in front of them. Their attention immediately shifted to us as we approached. "Sorry if we're late." Yuri said to the teacher. The female teacher gave us a dark smile. "Like I care. Sit anywhere you want." I raised one eyebrow. Our teachers are different too. It's a bit of a sneer. Sir Alvin is the only one who really loves us. I ducked behind the Ulopongs. That's all we'd be sitting on. I looked in front of me when I noticed Ci-N waving at me while smiling. I simply nodded in response. I wasn't in the mood to smile at her. I was still annoyed by what happened earlier. If I went home, Tita would question me. Then when I got to Kuya's, that would be a valid suspicion. She would know I was lying. She might also know what happened in the taxi because of her connections. What connection did she use? Smart or Globe? Our class ended with me just stunned while our eyebrows met. The teacher's head immediately turned to face me. "Why are you late?" Mayoâ€"who was closest to me â€"asked an angry question . I quickly got irritated by her silly smile. I looked at her annoyed. "Please!" I said, grabbing the attention of the others. Mayo was clearly annoyed by my answer. "What's your problem? I was just asking a question." "You can ask a question, why? Are we okay?" I was surprised by her sudden standing up and poking me. "That's it! Go ahead and scold me! You're good at that!" I stood up abruptly and met her angry gaze. "What if I scold you? I have the right to do that!" "Just until now? Jay, we've been through a lot. What's the point of forgiving us?!" A crisp, crisp, crisp....fuck you! Forgive me?! You're so strong. "How could I do that if you don't look like you regretted what you did? You're so arrogant now!" "Your problem is you-you're too important!" She shouted right at my face. It was as if something clicked in my brain. My ï¬st moved spontaneously straight to his mouth. It was too late for me to notice what I had done. Mayo immediately fell down and his fellow Ulopongs quickly approached him. "Jay!" Yuri called out to me. "...why did you do that?!" Nothing. I was just tripping. I didn't like the tone of his question. It was as if it was all my fault. "He scolded me!" "Even though! You know his behavior, why do you have to hurt him?" Oh my god! It's me! I didn't say anything more. I kicked my bag in annoyance and quickly walked out of the auditorium. I hadn't even gotten far enough when I felt someone grab my arm. I grabbed my arm and glared at him. I thought Yuri was the one who followed me but it was someone else. "Jay, I'm the one who apologized for what Mayo did." Kit pleaded. "...forgive her." I couldn't help but look into his eyes. It's sad and it looks like it's blushing. It looks like it's crying and it looks like it's been woken up . I took a deep breath to try to ease my feelings but it's no use. I'm annoyedâ€"no! I'm angry. I'm angry about what happened to me earlier in the taxi and now Mayo has added to it. This has helped me a lot, shit! "You know, Kit. I feel bad for what you did to me. When you helped me but what makes me feel even worse is what Mayo said. It's like she didn't know I was hurt." She bowed for a moment. "I'm really sorry Jay." She tried to come closer but I backed away. "...believe me, we're really sorry." I shook my head. "But that's not what I see in the rest of you." "What should I do to make you give us a chance too?" I looked in the other direction and bit my lower lip. I was still angry and my chest felt heavy. "I don't know.... Maybe you should admit that you're gay to them. Maybe I'll forgive you." I couldn't help but turn away. I walked away without hearing anything from him. I had no plans to go home yet. I went to the bathroom to wash and clean myself up. Luckily there was no one in the classroom when I entered. I washed myself and looked at myself in the mirror. I really didn't understand what was happening to me. I was losing my temper at what I was saying. I had to talk to Kit and explain to him that I didn't really mean it. I grabbed a tissue from the tissue box next to the mirror. I quickly wiped my face and hurried back to the auditorium. When I arrived, I was stopped when I saw Kit in front of everyone and it seemed like they were talking about something. "Jay-jay! Hurry up! Kit has something to announce!" Ci called to me with a smile. Oh, shit! I hurried to get closer to Kit to stop him. I didn't think he would confess to everyone about his true gender this way. I did what I could but it looked like I was already caught. In an instant, the reactions of the Ulopongs changed. "This is for real.....I'm gay."