Chapter 1: "I Must Be a Verified Writer"
"Manon, Manon, wake up!"
Her mom's voice, warm and familiar, broke through her concentration. Manon blinked, realizing how long she'd been lost in the pages of Letters to Romeo by Ash-Knight 17.
"Mom, this isn't just any novel," she said, her voice filled with admiration. "The way Ash-Knight 17 writes about Romeo, it's like magic! It makes me feel like I'm there."
Her mom smiled, a tired but loving expression. "Okay, okay, dear. So, how's your own novel coming along?"
Manon turned to her computer, the screen reflecting the faint glow of the moon. "It's going great," she said, though the two downloads felt more like a whisper than a roar.
"That's wonderful dear." Her mother said, "Remember, even the best writers had to start somewhere." She placed a kiss on her forehead. "Don't sleep late, sweetheart, and don't forget to switch off the light." Then she left the room, leaving Manon to her thoughts.
Manon looked at her computer. Then, a notification popped up from the writing app. This morning, she'd been the happiest teenager in the world when she saw a message asking her to apply for a contract. But now, her heart pounded in her chest, a frantic drumbeat against her ribs.
Why is it pounding so hard? She thought.
Manon looked at the computer, then shifted her gaze, realizing something was missing. Her blue eyes searched her room, painted a soft lavender and filled with posters of her favorite authors and stacks of well-loved books. She looked at her good brown cotton blanket to see if she had left her teddy bear there while gazing at the night sky. The night sky, a canvas of deep indigo, twinkled with a million tiny stars. A sliver of moon hung like a silver smile.
She turned to her big bed. She frowned, realizing that Trans still decided to pick the pink bed sheet instead of the purple one she had insisted on.
"Teddy, teddy, where are you?" she asked, standing up.
Knowing very well her teddy couldn't talk, she shoved her dark hair from her face, her brows furrowed in frustration. "I can't check the messages without our teddy bear," she murmured, getting more upset.
She continued searching. She checked in her wardrobe; it was nowhere to be found.
Where could he be?
Then, as her eyes traced the room, she spotted her white fluffy teddy bear beside her chair. She smiled; she had forgotten she placed it there. She carried the teddy bear with her left hand and placed her right hand on the computer. She clicked a few buttons, and the message opened. To her surprise, she was rejected.
Manon couldn't believe it. She could just breathe in and out and let it slide like a normal person would do. But she was not a normal person, not at all, and was not going to take this calmly at all.
First, she stood up from her chair. The computer crashed to the floor, a sickening thud echoing in the quiet room. Next, she yanked the teddy bear, its soft fur tearing, until its head ripped away, stuffing spilling out like cotton tears.
Finally, Manon went to her window. A raw, heartbroken scream tore from her throat, echoing into the night. "How can I become the novelist who goes down in history when thirty-five of my books were rejected? Tell me!" The words ripped through the night air, a desperate plea to the uncaring stars.