Be my first

I woke up to hands holding me, my body pressed against a taut, muscled chest. Christian's fragrance filled my nose in the darkness of the room.

Oh great. This dream again. 

It was like my subconscious had formed a tag team to torment me. If I wasn't having a nightmare about dad, I was dreaming about my sexual desires for Christian. 

There was no reprieve anywhere. Neither in sleep, nor in my wake. 

"Alora, it's okay. I'm here. It's okay."

His voice was low and soothing, his lips brushing against my hair. Instinctively, I moved closer to him, eliminating any space that had once been between us. He hugged me tightly, and I nestled in his arms. My body moved on its own, my hands groping his chest. He stiffened beneath my touch, but made no sound. I continued to fondle him, my hand slipping under his shirt, grazing his heated skin.

Then I shifted, straddling his legs, facing him. It was too dark to see anything. 

"What are you—"