Be my first part 2

"You've never…" he questioned, unable to complete his statement. I understood what he was asking.

I honestly thought he knew. He knew everything about me. Things I never told him. Things I never shared with anyone else. Yet, somehow, this was a mystery to him?

"I thought you knew." My voice was small, almost inaudible, "I've never done it before."

His expression shifted. I couldn't quite read him. Was he uncomfortable with the fact that I was a virgin? Did it bother him that I was asking him to be my first? Maybe it was the part about him being my last. Maybe he understood what I was implying with those words.

His silence stretched, making my heart pound painfully against my ribs. I hated not knowing what he was thinking.

"And you're sure you want your first to be with me?" He asked finally, his voice lower, softer, "It's a big deal, you know. I don't want you regretting it later."

Regret?