I didn't want to believe it. I just couldn't.
He would never do that.
As I curled myself in bed, I realized just how many times I'd doubted him. Was still doubting him.
And every time, I'd been wrong, and I felt bad for thinking he was a monster. This time too, I was sure I was wrong. Almost sure.
My mind brought back memories of the past. Memories I thought I'd buried so deep, and planted seeds of hope and love between Christian and I.
The cold glacial rain that evening. I shivered, as if I could feel it even now.
That day I overheard mum and dad talking about sending me away to my birth parents and bringing Leah to her rightful place. I'd run to find Christian, no care for the chilly weather. That day I was afraid, broken, lost, desperate. And he was all the hope I had left.