to my inborn baby boy

Dear Future Gift,

It's your father reaching across time. I've wandered in pursuit of your mother, yet each encounter yields betrayal.

My once hopeful heart now bears doubts, as love's elusive essence evades me.

I wonder if you'll stand by me when my fervor wanes.

Love, when it finds me, clashes with dreams, leaving me adrift in turmoil.

Always striving for the best for you, my yet-to-be son,

Grant me patience as I pursue your mother's love.

Before you grace this world, may peace and love envelop you,

Your devoted father of the future