Chapter 9: The Weight of Guilt
Lena Grant sat in her history class, staring blankly at the teacher as he droned on about the American Revolution. But Lena's mind wasn't on the lesson. It was on her brother Alex, who was still recovering from the accident.
Lena felt a wave of guilt wash over her as she thought about Alex. She had been the one who had convinced him to go to the party that night, to let loose and have some fun. And now, he was paying the price.
As the teacher continued to talk, Lena's mind began to wander. She thought about the party, about the music and the laughter. She thought about Sarah Taylor, the girl who had been driving the car that night.
Lena's anger toward Sarah had not diminished with time. If anything, it had grown stronger. She couldn't understand why Sarah had been so reckless, why she had put so many lives at risk.
As the bell rang, signaling the end of the class, Lena quickly gathered her things and stood up. She was anxious to get out of the classroom, to clear her head and process her emotions.
As she walked down the hallway, Lena saw a group of students gathered near the lockers. They were talking and laughing, and Lena felt a pang of envy. Why couldn't she be carefree like them?
But as she approached the group, Lena saw that they were talking about Alex. They were speculating about his condition, about whether he would ever fully recover.
Lena felt a surge of anger and hurt as she listened to the conversation. How could they be so insensitive? Didn't they know what Alex was going through?
As she turned to walk away, Lena saw Sarah Taylor standing across the hallway, watching her. Lena felt a wave of anger wash over her, and she quickly looked away, not wanting to engage with Sarah.
But as she walked down the hallway, Lena couldn't shake off the feeling that Sarah was still watching her. She felt a chill run down her spine, and she quickened her pace, anxious to get away from the situation.
As she turned a corner, Lena saw her friend Emily waiting for her. Emily was a fellow student at school, and she had been a source of support for Lena throughout the ordeal.
"Hey, Lena," Emily said, as Lena approached. "How are you doing?"
Lena shrugged, feeling a lump form in her throat. "I'm okay, I guess. Just trying to process everything."
Emily nodded sympathetically. "I can imagine. It's been tough on all of us."
As they walked down the hallway together, Lena felt a sense of gratitude toward Emily. She was a true friend, someone who had been there for her throughout the ups and downs.
But as they approached Lena's locker, Lena saw a piece of paper taped to the door. It was a note, written in messy handwriting.
"I'm sorry," the note read. "I was wrong to drive that night. Please forgive me."
Lena felt a wave of anger wash over her as she read the note. Who did Sarah think she was, apologizing now, after all that had happened?
As she crumpled the note in her hand, Lena felt a sense of resolve wash over her. She would never forgive Sarah Taylor. Never.