Chapter 264 - Fight & Kiss

Keifer's POV

"Keifer! Where the hell are you?"

My eyes automatically open. It was Honey's voice echoing in my head.

I tried to move my head and pain immediately kicks in. I hit my head because of the pain. Only now has alcohol hit me like this.

Or maybe because I don't have a proper sleep.

I shook my head to remove the pain. I got up and went to the door. I stopped when I realized that there was no door in front of me.

I forgot!

I'm in another room. The angle of our room is different from mine. I opened my eyes and looked for the door.

"Keigan! I can't find Keifer!" Honey shouts.

The shrill and annoying voice of this woman greeted me when I opened the door. But it's better than seeing her cry again.

"Can you shut your mouth?" I said in irritating tone.

She looks at me with an arch brow. "You're just there? Damn it! Your brother even bothered me!"

I turned my back on him and walked away. I entered my room. I removed my shirt and threw it away. I don't care where go to that.

I also took off my pants and the rest of my clothes. I entered the bathroom and almost bumped into the door.

Open your eyes widely Keifer!

I placed myself under the shower and turned it on. I took a cold water bath to wash off. I have to go in now....I have to.

Fuck! I don't like what I feel right now. The weird feeling in my chest is dragging my whole body in it. Why do I still feel like I have a hole in my chest?

"Jay... What have you done to me?" I said and start sobbing.

Why am I doing this? I'm a man I shouldn't cry like this just because of a girl and a pain that she'd cause. I shouldn't feel this way.

She's ruining me. She's breaking me into pieces and the worst part is I'm letting her to do this to me. Why did I let her? Why I am letting her?

She was the only one who did this to me. I never reacted like this before. Even with Ella, I only felt anger. Despite knowing that she never loved me.

Is this the payment of loving Jay-jay too much?

They say Watson are not allowed to fall in love, they will turn into a beast. But I'm not turning into, I'm breaking like a shuttered glass.

The pain, it's making me feel empty and numb. I don't want this feeling. But even so, I still want to see her. I badly wanted to see her.

She's my strength.

Without her I'm completely weak.

"I love you my Jasper Jean..." 🥺❤️

I ended my dilemma and turned off the shower. I grabbed a towel and dried myself. I walked towards my walk in closet. I first faced the mirror and looked at the works of Clyde's staff. It was now fading out.

My stupid cousin is a big pain in my ass. To be honest, he is more like my brother than Angelo. We have the same attitude when it comes to some things. Maybe one of the things that make us different is his constant smile and his low regard for women. He is also better at getting along with other people, business partners or not.

But I'll admit, sometimes I envy him for having too much confidence. He is not afraid of anything. He got the position of CEO of Watson Enterprise without difficulty.

I got clothes and got dressed. My regular white polo shirt uniform. When I wear this dress I feel like a normal person. Usually a student, studies, makes friends and loves.

To be honest, I have been able to change schools for a long time. Yuri did the same but we chose to stay. I don't know the reason. I just thought that he was doing the same thing I was doing.

I want to annoy Aries just as much. I want to show him that I will never defeat him. It's not insignificant that I'm smarter than him and better at sports. I intend to beat him. It's a crazy case, he already enrolled us in Section E. What's worse, he sympathized with Felix. He also made sure that the board members would ignore us. They are fools for following Aries.

After completing my attire, I look at my own reflection.

I look miserable.

I never felt conscious about my looks until now. Jay-jay can't see me like this. I don't want her to think that I was hurt too much. She will also be hurt by chance.

I always hurt her. I don't want that to happen. I tried to fix my hair but I still look the same.

I gasped. I look for a hair comb but I don't see anything. I opened one of the drawers to look inside. While searching I found something.

It was a wallet size picture of Jay-jay. She's wearing the Sexy Santa Claus costume that she received on our Christmas Party. I print those pictures that she send to me as a souvenir for myself.

I can't stop smiling.

Those are the days I want back. Because those are the days that we can be happy without risking anything.

"My Jay-jay."

I heard a loud knock on my room door. Sounds like someone want to break it.

"Kuya! Are you still there?!" Keigan said while knocking hard.

I put Jay's picture in my chest pocket. I walked over to it and opened it. Keigan looks so stressed. The hair is messy and the uniform is not done.

"Let's talk." He said.

I turned my back on him and took my bag from the top of the study table.

"Maybe later." I didn't feel like answering and passed him.

"Can you see yourself?!" He shouts but I choose to ignore him.

I continue walking until I reach Keiren's room door. I knock and waited for him to open it.

"What?" He said while rubbing his eyes.

He is still wearing his pajamas. It was my knock that woke him up. I can't believe Keigan didn't wake him up.

"Get ready. You're going to be late for school."

"I'm not going to school. I don't want to go." He said in a serious tone.

I glared at him. "Why? Do I agree?Get ready or I will make you." I command with authority.

"Kuya Keigan said don't let you come in. You won't notice us either."

I immediately look at Keigan who's walking toward us. He looks different now. He looks clean and he's wearing his uniform properly now. His hair is also properly combed. He seems to have become a different person.

"Why did you say that?" I ask trying to remain calm.

"Why not?" He answers in a sarcastic tone. "You're too busy with your girl, you seem to have forgotten that you still have a brother."

The way he talks makes me think that he's not Keigan. It's very different if he answers me now. If it wasn't for his face, I would have thought he was a different person.

He suddenly smirks. "Do you think your girlfriend is loyal to you?"

I feel irritated. "What did you just said?"

"See? You can't even pay attention and this all happened because your head is occupied with your stupid thoughts about her."

"Shut the fuck up Keigan!" I shouted while clenching my fist.

"Why? Afraid to hear that you're not the only man in her life?"

I couldn't stop myself. I grabbed his clothes and leaned him against the wall. For some reason he doesn't show any fear on me unlike before. He can still smile while I'm furiously mad at him.

"Don't you dare!"

"There are more than ten of you in her male class. Most of them are her friends. You think none of them felt attractions to her, especially that she's the only girl in your room?" He said and smile. "...maybe they're doing something behind your back. Maybe they're fucking her while you are busy."

"Shut up! Shut up!"

"Why don't you ask your friends? Maybe one of them already claimed her before you do." He laughs. "Maybe one of them already fuck her."

"Don't test my patience!"

He laughs again like he's an evil person. "You can't accept it? What if it's all nonsense? What if that Jay-jay has a plan for all of you?" He looks at me seriously. "...maybe Aries did this. Maybe he sent that girl to destroy you? To flirt with you all. You're a STUPID fool!"

I'm trying to hold my anger. My breathing feels so heavy.

"She doesn't really love you, she's just cheating on you like your Ex Ella. She will just use you."

"My Jay-jay will never do such thing!"

She— She can't do that. She is not that kind of person. She has no reason to do that to me. She will never do that.

"Let me guess, you're convincing yourself now that she will never do that."

I didn't say a thing.

"I knew it! It's just that you're too late. She's done it-!"

"No!"

"-she fooled you!-"

"No! Stop!"

"-she must have flirted with your friends!-"

"Shut up! Stop!"

"-and the next thing you know? She's flirting with someone else!"

"STOP!"

I don't want to hurt Keigan. I'm trying to stop myself from getting angry with him as much as I can. But I can't control it anymore. His words are making me furious. I am burning with anger.

I punch the wall beside his head. I punch it until it forms a hole. My knuckle is in pain but it's nothing compared to what I feel in my chest. I stopped when I saw him with his eyes closed and crying. He was also shaking with fear.

"I'm s-s-sorry. W-whatever I said... P-p-please don't believe it. I didn't m-mean to s-say it." He said between his sobs.

I let him go. What is happening to Keigan? Someone else faced me earlier. He was also different when he spoke badly. And now he's like a different person. How many times has this happened. I can't understand what's happening.

He sat on the floor while crying. He seems to be very scared of me and can't move. He hugged himself.

What have I done?

I tweaked myself. I looked at Keiren who peeked at us from behind the door of his room. I can see the fear in his eyes. What is happening to me? I didn't do it before. I am not like them.

"I-I didn't mean it Keigan." I said and kneeled down beside him.

He forced himself against the wall just to be away from me. I immediately hugged him. I feel his trembling. He also tried to push me but I hugged him tight.

"I didn't mean it. Believe me."

"P-please... I-i will n-never do t-that again. Don't s-send me b-b-back to Dad. P-p-please... I don't w-want to be with h-him. H-h-he will hurt me a-again." He said that broke my heart.

Until now, he still carries that fear. He thought that if he did something wrong, I would return him to Dad. I have made it clear several times that I will not do that, but there are times when he doesn't seem to understand that.

"Ssshhhh... I-I won't do that. I won't give you to him. He can't have you with us anymore." I said trying to calm him down.

"H-he will point h-h-his gun in m-my head. H-h-he will kill m-me just l-like-."

"No. No. I will never allow him to do that. I won't let him hurt you."

"I w-want Mom. I-i want h-her."

Shit!

"Keigan... Mom is gone. She was killed."

I heard Keiren slam the door. I know he is hurt when he hears that. He never experienced having a Mother, he also lost his Father.

"Keifer!" Someone called.

It was Honey rushing towards us. With her are the maids who look after my siblings when I'm not around.

"S-sir... I-I'll take care of Sir Keigan." Said a Maid who approached us.

"Help me bring him to his room." I command.

We helped build Keigan. I didn't remove my hug from him while walking to his room. He still continued to whisper something. When we got to his room, we immediately laid him down and slept.

His body looks so vulnerable. I feel like I'm neglecting them. I don't care about them anymore. I'm the only one they have but I seem to be missing them too.

Keigan fell asleep while the Maid was pushing him to help me. "What is your name?"

I looked at it. "Kate Kristine Joy. I'm the one who took over from Sir Keigan's former guardian."

I nodded shortly. "T-thank you for taking care of him."

She smiled at me. I'm about to walk out of Keigan's room when I notice something. There's a few drops of blood on the floor. And now that I notice it. I look around and I saw scratches on the wall and wooden door. His belongings on the floor were also in a mess.

"K-kate..." I called the Maid.

"Sir?"

"What happened here?" I ask while looking around.

I didn't hear any answer from her so I looked at her. I immediately noticed that her hand was tightly held by Keigan's hand. My brother still had his eyes closed so it was surprising that he was holding her like that.

"I-I don't know. M-Maybe it would be better if we leave him to rest." She said. "Y-you go first, Sir. I'll watch over him."

I don't like the way she spoke to me but there's something wrong. She looks begging by the way she looks at me.

I force myself to nod and leave. When I left the room, Honey appeared to me still with the Maids.

"What the hell is happening? And why is there a hole in the wall? Did you do something?" She asked me irritably.

"Honey, I want to talk to the Maid who was inside and the people who used to take care of Keigan. Make sure that he won't know anything about it." I said and walked away.

She immediately followed me. "What for? Answer my question first."

"There's something wrong with Keigan. As time goes on I notice it more and I feel it's getting worse."

"Are you saying that he's sick?"

"I can't say that for now."

She suddenly blocked me and stopped me from walking.

"What's going through your mind? You haven't talked to your brother for a while and now you're accusing him of being sick." She said angrily.

"If you talk to him first, you can find out what his problem is."

I stared at her for a moment. She's right. Keigan and I haven't talked for a long time, maybe he has a personal problem. Maybe he's just afraid to tell me.

But I'm not putting aside the idea that he's sick. Dad came back to us with Keigan before but it seems like something is wrong with him. I try my best to show him that I will never allow someone to hurt our family again.

He gradually returned to the Keigan I knew but had fears he is not lost in his mind.

"Maybe, I will talk to him later after school."

We both continued walking. I went straight to the Dining Area. I need caffeine to wake up my senses. Even if it's just this first. I need strength before I go to school.

When I arrived I saw Keiren having breakfast. He is dressed in uniform and has his bag.

"I thought you're not going to school." I said and grab the cup of coffee.

"I don't want to stay here. Kuya Keigan is out of his mind again."

"Keiren, don't say things like that to your Kuya." I scolded him but he ignores me. "...Do you understand?"

"I do." He said without looking at me.

I finished my coffee and waited for Keiren to finish. I will take him to school. I didn't wait long. After drinking water, he walked out of the house.

I followed him. I bought Keigan from Maids first. I know Honey will also leave because she can't stay at home for long.

I put Keiren in the car and fixed his seatbelt.

"I can do it." He said but I didn't let him.

After fixing his seatbelt, I got on. I start the car without saying a word.

"Kuya..." He called me. "...Is it true? Dad is a bad person?"

I gripped the steering wheel tightly. Now it's him again asked about Dad.

"Well, he did bad things." He killed our mother.

"How about Mom? Who killed her?"

A monster!

I cleared my throat. "You're still young to understand."

He no longer says a thing until we reach his school. I let him go down alone and watched him enter the gate.

Before I leave, I make sure all Keiren's bodyguards are in their position. I want my brother to be able to move well even though someone is watching. They are around the school with different arrangements.

Some of them even work inside the school. I added to them when I could confirm that my monster Father had returned.

The same process goes to Keigan. They are also at a distance and allow my brother to move freely.

But that's not my situation. No one watches over me when I'm in the Philippines. I know that no one will target me here. Dad only wants my brother and besides I can defend myself.

When I arrived at school, I immediately parked the car. I'm almost late to our first subject. I wonder what that girl will say when Sir Alvin comes before me again.

I saw Aries and his classmates looking at me like a predator ready to attack it's prey. I'm not in the mood to give a fuck about him.

But if he's here, Jay-jay might be here too. I need to get back at her. I mistakenly let my anger exist again. I didn't even listen to her because of the pain I felt.

When I'm really overcome with anger, my mind goes blank. Maybe that's the reason why they call us curse. Because when we are hurt by the one we love, our mind becomes closed.

I was almost in the room when I saw Mayo and Kit. They obviously fought. They just don't want to fight. "Stop! What if someone hears you?" Kit said.

"What if they hear? Are you afraid?!" May answered.

I don't know what their problem is but they are blocking my path. They don't even seem to notice that I'm nearby.

Kit tried to walk away from Mayo but this one was holding back. I rolled my eyes. It's like they're making love to each other.

"Do you like Jay-jay?!"

I stopped. I can't move a muscle from what I heard. Mayo just ask Kit if he likes Jay-jay.

"I don't like her! Stop it!"

"Why did you kiss her?!"

I was deafened by what I heard. He kissed Jay-jay. He kissed my Jay-jay. Everything Keigan said flashed back in my mind. Do my friends dare me? They were worse than what Yuri was doing. Are they just fooling me? Is she just cheating on me?

In just a snap everything happened so fast. I found myself grabbing Kit and punching his face.

And no one could stop me.