chapter 118: confusion

Elias didn't react to the Alpha's words.

He refused to.

Because if he acknowledged them—if he so much as let his expression shift—then he was playing right into the Alpha's hands.

And he couldn't afford that.

So instead, he met the Alpha's gaze with calculated indifference. "Is that why I'm here?"

The Alpha exhaled softly, the ghost of a smirk still playing at his lips. "Partly."

His fingers tapped against the armrest again—slow, methodical.

Then, after a pause—

"Tell me, Elias." The Alpha's voice dropped slightly, taking on that smooth, unreadable edge. "What exactly do you dream about?"

Elias felt his body lock up for a fraction of a second.

It was subtle. Almost imperceptible.

But the Alpha caught it.

Elias saw the shift in his expression—the slight darkening of his gaze, the way his smirk deepened, as if he had just confirmed something.

Elias forced himself to remain still. "I don't dream."

A lie.

A blatant, obvious lie.

The Alpha leaned forward slightly, resting his elbows on his knees, his sharp gaze never leaving Elias's face.

"Strange," he murmured. "I could have sworn you looked… restless this morning."

Elias clenched his jaw.

This wasn't happening.

The Alpha didn't know.

He couldn't know.

He was just playing. Testing. Looking for cracks.

Elias inhaled slowly, then exhaled, his expression betraying nothing. "If you summoned me just to waste my time, I'll assume we're finished here."

He moved to stand.

But the Alpha moved faster.

Before Elias could fully rise, a strong hand gripped his wrist—firm but not forceful, warm against his skin.

Elias froze.

Not because of the grip itself, but because of what it did to him.

Because the moment the Alpha touched him, his body reacted.

Heat surged beneath his skin. His pulse spiked. His breath hitched—so slight, so brief, but the Alpha caught it.

The corner of his lips curved, eyes darkening further.

And then—he pulled.

Not hard. Not enough to be aggressive.

Just enough to guide Elias back down, slow and deliberate, until he was once again sitting across from him.

The Alpha didn't let go.

Didn't speak.

Didn't have to.

Because the silence between them—the thick, heated, suffocating silence—said everything.

Elias swallowed. "What are you doing?"

The Alpha's thumb traced once over the inside of his wrist, almost thoughtful.

Then, just as smoothly, he let go.

Elias didn't move.

Couldn't move.

Because the phantom warmth of that touch lingered, spreading up his arm, sinking deep into his bones.

And the Alpha knew it.

He leaned back again, completely at ease, completely unbothered, as if nothing had happened.

As if he hadn't just shattered every ounce of composure Elias had left.

Then, after a beat—

"That," the Alpha murmured, voice almost amused, "wasn't the reaction of someone who doesn't dream."

Elias hated how his breath caught at that.

Hated the slow, lazy smirk that followed.

Hated the way his own body betrayed him, even now, even after everything.

But most of all—

He hated that, in that moment, he had no idea if he wanted to run—

Or if he wanted the Alpha to do it again.