Past

Luna Belle's POV

"Hey, lulu fat, come over here and eat up my grease burger. Its like I'm filled up but you aren't" Sebastian said laughing with his friends.

I looked at the burger, I do love eating but not always. I smiled at him saying "I am also filled up, thank you for the offer" I whispered timidly. 

"why won't you eat, you are never full?" Raquel, Sebastian's girlfriend taunted me. He looked at me in anger "would you walk over here and pick up the burger?".

I knew if I didn't go over to meet him, he would make me run 10 laps under the hot sun, saying he wants to help lose fat which we both know it's a lie and I didn't want to sweat in this outfit because they would all mock me. It's not everyone at school that bullies me, some watches the show, some pitied me, some joined while some tried reporting but his dad happens to pay for the school fundraisers. Our principal just warns him and we all know nothing is going to happen.

I walked towards me, and picked up the burger and ate it. They all laughed but I didn't get the joke. He was recording me, then he stopped to show me the first recording which shows him, spitting inside of the burger he made me eat. 

I was disgusted with myself for not able to stand up for myself, I could have reported to my parents but they never have time for me only to argue with each other.

I ran to the toilet to empty my entire tummy that was the last straw, I couldn't take any of it again. I didn't know it was a crime to be fat, I hated the way I looked, I hated myself. 

I was still in the toilet, cleaning myself up then my phone chimed. It was from the school group, I was never added in the other school activities. I always felt like, was I the only fat or chubby person in this school. Luckily for me I was added to this school group chat. It was the only one I was added to mostly to taunt me in it. 

I saw the video that Sebastian made in the video, I felt sick. He and Raquel didn't only post it on the school group, they made it viral and tagged me. I saw comments;

 "ewww, why would she eat?" @jewel236

"she loves food that why?" @ravyy__56

"its obvious that you guys were being mean to her that why she ate it." @kittycat

"still at that what the hell" @frickymeh9

"@hotlex, see your girlfriend being a pig" @hollarex

"@hollarex, f!uk you, I won't even bang her for 100 bucks @hotlex

The comments keeps on coming in....

I have had enough so I went to face them but their replies made me give up finally.

"why did you have to post? Why are you bent on ruining my life? You could you stomp so low, you spat in the burger and decided you make a video and post it, why?" I said crying profusely 

I felt they would feel bad, take it down and apologize, maybe not apologize but take it down.

They all looked at me and laughed, they just f!cking laughed.

Raquel stood up and said to me "you are just bag of shit, so why don't we do you the favor and walk over you" with her brows raised up.

Seb looked at me with disgust, "please f!cking wipe off your snot then go die somewhere, you disgust me" he told. "Like see the size of your arm, see the amount fat you have in your tummy. I would rather commit suicide than leave the life you are leaving" Raquel said to me and spat on me.

I cried and decided that its all over, so I posted on my Instagram story that "I am ending it now". I saw comments saying, "bye, we wont miss you but the school canteen will, miss you" only one comment gave me up saying "don't give up, never do. Just talk to someone, it's helps". 

It's not like my parents would listen, they are both engrossed in their daily life and constant arguments.

So I called Evelyn, my cousin, I spoke to her. She advised me, talked me out and I felt better, so I went back to thank that account but didn't receive any reply. 

I still thanked the account whether he or she got it, they might not know it but that single comment in all of the rude ones, change my mind. It's gave me strength to find myself and lose myself.

I decided to work on myself with the help of Evelyn even if my parents are so not concern about my well-being and make them all regret. Okay, maybe just work on myself, I wasn't ready to face them at all.