Is this really my second life

I awake in a beautiful but strange forest armed with my own customized system and the power granted me by an other worldly being who was for some reason alway watch or so she claimed and she also heard my most deepest wish and granted me a new life in a new world all she asks is for me to live my life how I really wanted and to help the different worlds I will eventually go to... also for so reason although she didn't say it aloud for same reason I hear a soft voice say and please reach the 1st plane I have watched and waited long a little long won't hurt but I wish to see you soon my love.



I should probably give a head up the MC is a femboy and his fetishes lean more towrds being gay but he absolutely hates males so while he loves women he most like futanari but that doesn't mean that this will be a straight femboyxfuta or femboyxfemale there will be chapters where he is forced by a male.

p.s. I may have a tendency of killing characters close to the mc the omniverse I am crafting is not a sunshine and rainbows place. this world is a mainly female world and the females are sometimes taken to the extreme in competition and violence.