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In Lorne five-year flying career, the total direct distance covered was about 1.5 million miles.
Yet I, suffering from heart disease, secretly accompanied him for nearly a million miles during days he knew nothing about.
He hates me for causing the death of his parents.
Five years of marriage brought me endless torment.
Finally, I'm diagnosed with late-stage cancer.
As my life enters its countdown, I create a bucket list.
He, however, brings his mistress and has me suspended in mid-air, leaving me disabled.
Later, I turn to leave.
He kneels, begging me to start over.
But it's all too late now.

Until This Year, Only Regrets Remain

I didn't know that Brianna drowned trying to find me. Scarlett told me it was because the child was playing recklessly that he fell into the water. After his death, I was also depressed for a while..."


"But Dashiell, none of this is my fault."


I looked at him with disappointment, laughing coldly.


He couldn't see my hysteria and breakdown back then.


Why wasn't he willing to handle the child's funeral arrangements?


What was he doing with Scarlett when I was crying and fainting?


I can't forgive him, and I won't forgive him.


"Lorne, you don't deserve to be the child's father!"


Brianna never felt a father's love after that first year since his birth.


Rather than that, it would have been better not to give him any love from the start.


"It's all my fault. Hit me... beat me to death."


He grabbed my hand and started slapping his own face with it.


Chapter 7