Chapter 5

Amanda’s POV

The meeting was over, and everyone departed, back to their stations. I was dumbfounded. Why the hell was he my new boss?. What was that smile all about?. Should I quit?. Why do I feel like I was in trouble?

“Did you see the way Anna kissed him?. I guess I’d give up on her now. Kyle brought me out of my daze. I had forgotten he was talking to me.

“I’m sure you’d find someone better”. I said, not sounding sure myself.

“I doubt it. He’s a 100 over 10, no one can beat his status, not to talk more of his looks. “ Kyle said, defeated. I could feel the pain laced in his voice. He had loved Annabel the whole 3 years he had been working with her, but she never knew he existed. I felt so bad for him.

Throughout that day, I didn’t see him, he just stayed in his office, and only called for the executive board.

My heart kept pounding in my chest. It felt like the world was coming to an end. Quickly, I picked up my phone to do my own research on him. And I was surprised about what I found out.

He was an only son, but had an elder sister. He built himself up from the age of 22, and now he’s a hot, rich 36 year old…. Wait, hold up, thirty what?!. He was 11 years older than I was?!. What the hell?!.

I read on and on of how he bought out companies, foundations, growing businesses, he was freaking rich. How did this info pass me by?!. I had never heard of him before, until now.

I felt like I was in huge trouble, and I was t getting out anytime soon.

Finally, the day came to an end, and it was finally time to retire to bed. I guess he had forgotten I existed, I thought to myself. The thought made me happy and hurt at the same time.

I got on the bus, and listened to Circles by Post malone. It was magic in calming my nerves. I just needed my bed, and to fingure out a way to leave that company.

I existed the bus, and started walking to my apartment, but came to a stop. There was a figure, resting on the side of what looked like a Range Rover. I squinted my eyes, trying to make out who the person was, because it was kind dark, and the street’s light were failing again.

And then his voice came.

“Hey Amanda”. He called out, very low but sharp. I could feel the domineering tone he used in calling my name, and fear gripped me.

What was he doing here?.

Was he going to threaten me not to tell Annabel anything?.

“Come here “. He said in a commanding yet subtle tone, like he was begging to be close to him so he could feel my skin, as I had been wanting to feel his.

“What are you doing here?”. I asked, crossing my arms on my chest. I couldn’t get close to him again, I didn’t want to lose my sanity, and do something I had been aching to do.

He sighed, like he was tired. He walked up to me, grabbed my arm and pushed me up against the car door. I gulped. He wasn’t smiling like earlier.

“Please….please… don’t hurt me”. I begged, not knowing what his plans were for me. He brought his finger to my lips, and traced my lower lip with it.

“I wouldn’t think of it darling”. And with that, he kissed me again. He breathed deeply, like he was finally home, as he devoured my lips. His hands were all over my body. Palming my breasts, caressing my thighs, and grabbing my ass. He made sure, his hands touched every part of my body, feeling me up, like he wanted to keep it as a memory.

God!, it was ecstasy. He was good, he knew what he wanted and he got it. I felt his sharp teeth dig into my neck, knowing it would leave hickies there’d and I could do nothing but moan.

“Amy”. He moaned out, while fondling my left boob, by now, I could feel his erect member. It was poking through his pants, and I knew this had to stop. So, I pushed him off me.

Not like it did anything, though, he got the hint, and stopped to look at me.

“So fucking sexy”. He whispered, staring at me with so much admiration. His looks could tell how much he wanted more. But, i could’nt go on

Hell, I felt ashamed of myself, I should have stopped him, but instead, I indulged him.

“Sir, we…” His hand grabbed my ass, and squeezed it.

“You only call me that in bed Amanda. I told you, my name was Raphael.” He said, bringing his lips close, like he was going for another kiss.

I found the strength to push him off me.

“Who the the hell do you think you are?. How can you say such things, when you don’t know shit about me?!. Hell, I DON’T EVEN KNOW YOU!. And I just found out today, that you are my boss, and you are engaged to the CFO of our company, who by the way, has been an amazing individual!. Don’t you have shame?!. Don’t feel ashamed?!. This is wrong. It wasn’t supposed to happen!. What is wrong with you?!” I yelled out in frustration. I felt disgusted with myself. How could I let something so stupid happen?!.

He just stood there and looked at me, no emotions on his face, no shock, no remorse, just his plain poker face. Then he licked his lips, walk took a step closer to me, he held both my hands above my head.

“Annabel, is my fiancé, yes, and so bloody what?!. Does it look like I give a fuck?!. I want you, since that day I saw you at the bar, I have wanted you, I can’t seem to think right or do shit, without your face popping up in my head!. So Amy, I am not ashamed, I don’t feel shame, especially when I can get what I want!.” He said, his chest going up am down showing he was angry. He stepped away from me, and then, I proceeded to walk around the car to get to the driver’s seat. He stopped and looked at me.

“Let this be the last time, you’d ever speak me to me like that.” He said, and with that, he got into his car, and zoomed off, leaving me right there with nothing but my thoughts.